Life

I'm feeling really horrible today...

Its just a combination of things that even music can't solve.
I feel tired because i haven been out of the house for some time other then the visit to the hospital yesterday to visit grandma...
My body is aching everywhere, and on top of that, i worried for my second semester...
Worried that i cannot make it and things like that...

I guess this is the world today... especially in Singapore
You can hardly survive in the Singapore working society without a proper certificate.
Even teaching piano, it's best to have a cert so that you can proof that you are qualified to teach.

I guess i'll have to work my ass off for my second semester in Ngee Ann, or not i wont be able to pull up my GPA...
But at the same time, i still wanna spend time with Swiss Winds...
It is the only band that i have joined in my life, that made me feel at home, that i really belonged.
Maybe it was because of the amount of effort that i have put into the band.
Maybe its all the bonds that i have made with my juniors there, that i find it so hard to break away.
And it would really break my heart if the band cannot get better.

Nevertheless, i'll have to look at what happens.
One step at a time!
I guess that's life.
Don't think too much, try your best, and everything will work out one day.
At least i believe it will.

Life is full of miracles, i know it is.
And i'm gonna believe that I CAN...