Take to the Sky

Life

2012-01-08T16:57:00.002+08:00

The first week of 2012 has passed, just like that...
1 week down, 5 more to go...
Mentally and physically, i'm losing it again...
I'm losing my ability to carry on...
I keep asking myself at times, what is my purpose in life...
Is it just to be the helpful guy i am and try my best to help out everyone that i can??? Or can i actually go and live my dreams...

During the night, at times, i ask myself, what the shit am i doing??
I'll be asking myself, "What happens if the closest people around me were to leave me..."
For those who knows me, all i can say is that i'm sorry for being who i just am...
Yea sure, when i'm with you all, i'm all happy or whatever...
I care about you all, i ask about how you all are, and sometimes i can be super irritating with over caring...
But deep down, i'm always scared...
I'm scared that I'll wake up one morning and find you all all gone...
I'm worried that I'll lose my closest friends, that those who are closet to me will one day turn their backs on me despite whatever we have been through...

Last few months, has been emotional roller coasters one after another...
I pray hard for it to end, i pray hard that i can stop having all this stupid mood swings and stop being paranoid, because i know that i'm irritating the hell out of all my friends, but sometimes i feel like just killing myself...
Yet every time i have made up my mind to jump off the building, my best friends comes into the picture...
Yan teik, Shi Hui, Lindi Xinzhen and all...
And then there are those i regard as my brothers, Bryce and Chuan Han...

All of them, they keep my going...
Every single one of them, have told me that i'm irritating at times, and i know that...
But sometimes i really just can't stop myself...
I've always been that emotional person that i have been...
And i gone through a lot of hell that many people couldn't imagine...
My bros, my best friends... They have been keeping me going...
Without them, i'm nothing...

I pray hard that this year could be better... but its really not getting any better...
But i have promised, that i will keep going... I'll help everyone i can, before i lose myself...
I'll just hope for the best and i hope that my bros and my best friends...
I hope we could be brothers forever and friends for eternity...

2012

2012-01-01T15:39:00.000+08:00

Its a new year....
And i don't really have a great start to the year.
But this year, i know what i must do.

Other then getting myself back on track for my studies, this year is the final year that i can give back to Swiss Winds... To teach them as much as i can, and to help them as much as i can.
And i just hope that everything will turn out to be fine.
For the band and for my studies....

There's so much i wanna do this year...
So many things to set right and stuff...

But i think together with my friends and bros and family, i'll pull straight to this....
Thats all i have for now :D

Happy new year everyone!!!

O and i wanna eat more fruits... thats my new year resolution :D

giving up?

2011-12-24T22:08:00.001+08:00

Haven cried so hard in so long...
I ask myself so many times, what is the whole point of giving everyone so much when u are in a corner suffering on ur own...
All that i've been through for the past few years...
How much i have bottled up...

Just when i'm gonna try and finally settle down, you go and tear everything apart...

I hate being the only child... I have no one to look up to, and no one to go to for help or whatever...
When everything fails, i don't have any siblings to fall back on...

To all my close friends out there, I thank you all for standing beside me and walking through my dark path with me.
I know you all can't be around for me all the time, but at the least u all were with me when i most needed you.
I thank you all...

I just hope i can pull through another year like this...
I really don't know how much more of this i can take...

2 and a half years???

2011-11-04T09:04:00.001+08:00

This is 100% true...
This is the very reason why i say it sucks to be the only child...

Because as much as ur parents love you, when u say "I'm okay."
They always assume tha u really are....
And already... in the past 2 and a half ++ years...
My life has been a freaking roller coaster...
The bad things comes one after another...

I just don't know why...
I ask myself sometimes...
I give so much to everyone else... and often... i never think about myself...
Yet so many bad things happen to me...

But i'm sure i'll stay strong and pull thru this... for sure...
Because i know that i've got support from Bryce and Chuan Han :D
And many others that will care about me if i'm dying (No i'm not dying yet and i don't think i'll die that soon :D)...
Even if they cant really give me a hug when i need one (And i really do need one now...)
i know that i always have them to talk to :)

And i already feel much better with that...
Its all i ever need...
And it might just be all i ever want...
A group of my most trusted friends...
Its already enough....

3 weeks passed...

2011-10-31T10:20:00.000+08:00

I know it has been some time since i have posted...
My dear readers... (IF THERE ARE ANY LOL)
I'm sorry...

But for the past 2-3 weeks... so much has happened...
Perhaps even too much...
School started...
Band has resumed...
Family stuff...

All of it... It has troubled me...
At times, i don't even know what i'm doing...
The past 2-3weeks... had pasted on a live day by day basis...

And i really hate myself for doing that....
I ask myself... what the shyt am i doing... i need a good GPA this sem...

All i could hope for is that everything will be back to normal now :D

Thankfully though, it has gone back to normal...
:D

So yar :D cool :D
Looking forward to lessons later...
IT HAD BETTER BE FUN...

One week to school

2011-10-09T11:23:00.000+08:00

The new semester is gonna start!!!
Kinda nervous, because i know this semester, my GPA needs to be really good.
It need to be 4.0!!!

But so much things happened.
In the past few weeks, i realised that i have a lot to catch up on my piano.
Thats one thing for sure.
I have already signed up for the exam...
I really wanna get a merit for Grade 8.

And over the last few weeks, i realised how important friendship is to me.
I realised i literally cannot survive without my Friends.
Being at home and staring at the computer is definitely not fun at all...
And having to practise piano all the time is not fun too...

But we will still have to live on with it.
Like i have been saying so many times...
This is what life is about.

We got to get it going...

I got to get myself going...
And i will.
For everyone that i know and for those who cares about me
I won't let anyone down...
I mustn't...

Its usually the case...

2011-10-05T22:23:00.000+08:00

Flashbacks....
If you break up with ur girlfriend/boyfriend....
The pain... of thinking about the happy memories in the past....
It hurts...

Real cool movie! JUST BEING RANDOM

Life as it is

2011-10-03T22:36:00.002+08:00

If only life can be like this in Singapore...
Sometimes, people are so caught up with work that they forget the basic needs of life...
Like those who are so in love with money that they try to fight their way up higher and higher and try to earn more everyday...
They forget about everything else that is important...
Their relationship, their family, relatives and friends....

And then there are the nerds that study like mad just to try and pass all their exams...
Just like those in JC who are currently fighting to pass their promos...
They don't have time to do all those things in the picture...

And you come to ask yourself, what is living life?
If you have all the money in the world, will you be happy?
We can make that choice, but what about students in Singapore, they are often not happy with what they are doing.
I dare not say that all are unhappy with what is going on...
Yes there are people in Singapore who like the education system for what it has given to every child in Singapore.
And i appreciate it as well.
Because it gives every child in Singapore some basic knowledge of the world, ensuring that we will not drown in the society of Singapore... at the very least...
Nevertheless, people often forget to ask themselves, "Am i really happy with what i have, am i really happy with my life?"

I guess that is something that we all have to start asking ourselves, and wonder what is really good for us.
Living a stress out lifestyle is real bad for health...
And i really feel that everything on that list is important...

1.Live
Life itself is a gift... Live life like there is no tomorrow, as some would say... Cherish every moment you have with yourself and the people around you. Learn whatever you can from your teachers... Be glad that you are learning something

2.Laugh
Its a great stress reliever... You should NOT live a day without laughing...

3.Love
Love everyone around you, because they are there for you, making you laugh and making sure you won't do something stupid... Making sure that you are fine when you feel down...

4.Discover the World
The world itself is an amazing place... And i would wanna discover more of it before i die too... :)

5. Take photos
yes take photos.... As much as you can... They are great things that you wanna keep... All the beautiful memories....

Trust me, this is worth thinking about...
And trust me, i have a lot of thinking to do as well...

Mixture of feelings

2011-10-02T18:42:00.002+08:00

I hope to chase my dreams...
I want to take to the sky...
I want to be able to look at myself and say to myself, "Great! You have done a good job!"

I want to learn music, i want a PhD in music. ( Yes for real i want it)
But is it really what i want?
I have talked to myself so many times about this.
But sometimes i just don't know what i really want...

For sure i want Swiss Winds to become the top band in Singapore again.
But what about myself?
I want to give them all the help i can, but what do i want to do for myself?

And then the is the usual Wayang with my parents...
I already cancelled one Piano lesson last week...
And now u tell me i haven practised enough...
What you want me to cancel another lesson?
Might as well just stop my piano lessons....

Music is the only thing that i'm doing now that i really really love...
And you seem to want to take it from me too....
Yes maybe i have not practised enough....
But the last few days i have practised more then 5 hours already...

Yar it is little for someone who is having a holiday....
I'll definitely practise more and more over the next few days...
But i need that dam lesson...
I don't know my fingering and stuff....
HOW TO PRACTISE....

Well... At least i have my juniors to talk to...
I must never forget that...
And my friends too...
I guess thats a plus point in my life then...

Its a new month...

2011-10-01T11:28:00.000+08:00

It's a new month, and i thought i would post about something that has been on my mind for more then a full year...

When you are in love, and your opposite is totally in love with you too, love DOES become a War...

It was so easy to start a relationship, and it still is...

One of you will just take the initiative to confess, and if you both feel the same way, thats it.

A relationship starts...

Throughout the relationship, each other will have many disagreements with each other, but just as the picture has showed us, once ur IN a relationship, thats it, it's really hard to end it, no matter how hard you try.

When i was in Secondary school, i saw so many couples, and nearly all the time, the boy will be super sensitive, and the girl will be even more sensitive.

The boy is always trying to be over-protective of the girl, thinking that any other boy would snatch her away from him. And then he will get into a quarrel with her and ask her why she just so love to hang with other boys...

Seen it a lot a lot...

And the girl will be really sensitive because the boy is always trying to be with her. Going everything she goes. And the girl will be screaming at the boy, "Can you don't be so protective a not?!"

I have seen a lot of relationships of this kind in school and even more in Band when i was still was Swiss Winds...

But in the relationships that really blossom, the couple has mutual trust and understanding that there is much more then just the two of them in the world.

They know that they need to take care of their other friends as well, be it if it's the boy-friends or girl-friends.

They know that they have started a relationship, and that they are in this war together, and they know how hard it is to end it...

They know that they will always love each other and know that they will always be there for each other, so it really doesn't matter if they hang out with others.

Because they know that they truly love each other...

And THIS, is true love...

This, is life as it should be...

Remember, to all the couples out there:
"To love is nothing...
To be loved is something...
To love and be loved, is everything..."

Bare that in mind, and you'll live a better tomorrow. :D

2011-09-29T23:05:00.002+08:00

Pencil: I'msorry
Eraser: For What? You didn't do anything wrong.

Pencil: I'm sorry because you get hurt because of me. Whenever i made a mistake, you're always there to erase it. But as you make my mistakes vanish, you lose a part of yourself. You get smaller and smaller each time.

Eraser: That's true. But i don't really mind. you see, i was made to do this. I was made to help you whenever you do something wrong. Even though one day, i know i'll be gone and you'll replace me with a new one, i'm actually happy with my job. So please, stop worrying. I hate seeing you sad...

Adapted from: http://alfafriends.blogspot.com/

This is a really cool post...
A really inspirational one...
Imagine the eraser as our mother/father...
Because it really describes what they do...

The little things that matters

2011-09-28T12:35:00.002+08:00

Stumbled upon this picture when i was looking through facebook.
Its from Zhenming's wall :)

But the point is, this poster is really true.

How many times have we used the two words "Just Kidding" just to try to escape from something we have said and realised that we should not have said anything...
And we often say the truth even if we may be "Just Kidding"

And then the 3 words, "I Don't Know".
Another great example.
Ask yourselves, how many time did you say "I don't Know" just to avoid answering a question.
In the case of the teenagers nowadays, people use "I Don't Know" to shy away from the question: "YOU HAVE A GIRLFRIEND/ BOYFRIEND RIGHT?" when you could have just given a solid answer.
Or for the adults, if your boss ask you to do something that you don't wanna do, you'll try to shake it off, by saying "O That? I DON'T KNOW how to do that!"
But the truth behind it is that you actually know how to do the job.

How about the "I Don't Care"?
Lets just talk about Love and Family.
In love, when either side goes, "I Don't Care about you anymore!!", more often then not, they will regret and feel guilty for saying that to the opposite side.
And many couples forget the little bit of emotion behind that "I Don't Care" is what brought them together in the first place.
And for families, even if your parents go "I don't care about you anymore!!", they actually still do.
Even if its the slightest bit, they still do care.
More importantly, they are the ones who will flock to your side in the quickest time when you need help...

And then there is "It's ok"
So think anyone in a relationship which just fell apart will not feel the hurt?
They'll go "It's okay." or "I'll get over it soon", but deep down in the heart, they are screaming in pain, asking why did it have to go that way.
How about finding out that people have been gossiping about you behind your back...
Sure you'll go " It's ok", but u'll go home in pain, asking yourself, "Why are people doing that?"
And maybe you're someone who gets bullied everyday, and your true friends come around to try to comfort you. But you go "It's ok", and then deep down you ask yourself... "Am i really okay?"

All this little things are what that really matters in life, what that makes Human what we are.
And remember, the usual "Just kidding, I Don't Know, I don't care, It's okay"...
It could mean more then what it really seems...
And this is life...

This poster really taught me something though...
We must never take anything for granted...
Because some times, it might just be too late to go "Just kidding, I Don't Know, I don't care, It's okay".
Learn to cherish life, because you'll never get a second chance in living it over.

So everyone out there, cherish life and everything that you have before you, because you can only learn from your mistake, you can never go back and try to undo what is already done.
Learn from your mistakes, and more importantly, move on.
I'm sure there's always a better tomorrow :)

Life

2011-09-27T17:12:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling really horrible today...

Its just a combination of things that even music can't solve.
I feel tired because i haven been out of the house for some time other then the visit to the hospital yesterday to visit grandma...
My body is aching everywhere, and on top of that, i worried for my second semester...
Worried that i cannot make it and things like that...

I guess this is the world today... especially in Singapore
You can hardly survive in the Singapore working society without a proper certificate.
Even teaching piano, it's best to have a cert so that you can proof that you are qualified to teach.

I guess i'll have to work my ass off for my second semester in Ngee Ann, or not i wont be able to pull up my GPA...
But at the same time, i still wanna spend time with Swiss Winds...
It is the only band that i have joined in my life, that made me feel at home, that i really belonged.
Maybe it was because of the amount of effort that i have put into the band.
Maybe its all the bonds that i have made with my juniors there, that i find it so hard to break away.
And it would really break my heart if the band cannot get better.

Nevertheless, i'll have to look at what happens.
One step at a time!
I guess that's life.
Don't think too much, try your best, and everything will work out one day.
At least i believe it will.

Life is full of miracles, i know it is.
And i'm gonna believe that I CAN...

A new week

2011-09-26T10:46:00.001+08:00

Its a new week, and i look back at what has passed and ask myself what i'm doing...
I spent time practising on the piano, trying to perfect my exam pieces...
I got to know of another now song, which was out in 2010...
LOL...

And i have been talking about that a lot...
To the Sky - Owl City
The meaning behind that song, is so amazing.
That song, talks about life, as it is.

A picture paints a thousand words...
And a song like that paints the pictures that are taken in life...

Its really what i love about music...
And looking back at the past week, i realised that it has been a really musical one.

1. Designed a new background for my blog
2. Found a wonderful song
3. I keep conducting empty air

Lolz... Musical indeed.

You see, what i love about music, is that it's an universal language, one that everyone can understand.
Its just like how i listen to Anime music...
Half the time, i don't understand what the song really means.
In fact, most of the time.
But there is this song, Fields of Hope.
It's a really special song, and i feel the energy behind it every time i listen to it.
And i'm sure many feels the same...

When i'm feeling down, i listen to music...
When i feel like dying, i listen to music...
Most importantly, when i'm being teased or what-so-ever, i'll listen to music...
Maybe play my piano, or flute.

I just love music.
And i would have done it for life if i could...
But all that is in the future....

And looking at what i am, and where i am at the moment, i guess i better take one step at a time...

Chasing Your Dreams

2011-09-24T00:37:00.000+08:00

I'm sitting here on my chair, thinking to myself, what is going on in my life.
Trying to look up and down, left and right, to find out what is going in my life.
But sometimes, i just don't seem to understand...

Every time i try to look into it and try to understand what life is about, i just don't get it.
I look at my life and try to understand parts of it, things like why am i who i am, but sometimes i just end up being much more confused.
Although i know that i should already appreciate what i have and cherish what i own, i still seek to understand why some things are the way it is... I just wish to know...

And then there is the nearly always huge question mark over my head...
What to do when i feel so lost?
Who can i turn to for help?
Trust me, this is the times when u wish that u are not the only child and you have an elder sister or brother to talk to...
To give u a hug and tell u everything is gonna be alright and that they have been through all of it before.
To tell u how its done, or at least listen to you and don't be like parents who just goes on and on, nagging and trying to make things better in a way that you really hate....

And then there is the issue of the ever so complicated matter, LOVE...
As much as everyone and anyone would say that it's really simple, it because really complicated over time...
Couples who are just so in love with each other will grow so sensitive of each other that they quarrel over the smallest issue...
Yes i see it happening in my very own home everyday...
And i look at it and go, "Gosh... when i get a GF... what would it be like man..."

And then as i do what many singaporeans are really capable of doing, complaining about all this things, i must realise and knock myself into the real world, because THIS is life.
Love, Problems arrising from work and studies, Conflicts between friends...
All of it, ITS LIFE...

And as much as its just so hard to overcome every obstacle of this journey there will be day, a day when everyone in this world will have to Take to The Sky... Just like the Owls of Ga'Hoole, just like Soren, life is about realising our ambitions and dreams, and reaching out to them, no matter how far away it seems. And its about never giving up, even when you're in stormy seas or harsh deserts, push on.

This is life, life as i know it, and as much as i find it difficult, i will, and i must overcome my difficulties...

Horrible timetable

2011-09-22T11:36:00.000+08:00

Horrible timetable really....

I look and it, my tuesdays and fridays nearly full...
Haiz... why of all days, it must be this two days....
Well... at least i should be glad that i didn't fail a module...
I thought i did... but i really din!
And though it pulled my GPA down, it still made me feel much better.

Reflecting back to the past, i realised how stupid i was, not to pay attention in class...
I din sleep enough as i should have, and...
So many other things...

Now, as my holiday comes to an end, the only thing that i'm thinking about...
Swiss Winds...
I really love the band, and honestly, i'll give anything to jump back into it...
But i know that its impossible.... I'm only hoping that i'll have enough time..
And i hope that everything will fall into place soon enough for me.

My dream of that alumni band, i want it fulfilled.

And i hope that i'll be able to pick up my GPA again...
I really hope so...

Halfway through the holidays...

2011-09-20T15:48:00.001+08:00

Halfway through the dam holidays, but somehow, as weird it seems, i wish its already over...
Nothing seems to be going my way this holiday... Nothing...
I don't know why, but i feel like junk....

I'm like all over the place...
I don't know what i'm doing half the time...
And i'm definitely not loving the holiday this time...
So many things happened...
All the Wayang in my life is coming back...
And i really don't like it... but there isn't much i can do too...

Lazy to find a proper job, and then always get nagged by parents...
And then practise piano also cannot concentrate...

But at the least, i guess i must thank my Swiss Winds juniors for making my day...
TO: Hugo
THANKS BILLION!!!
Starcraft 2 rocks :D

TO: Bryce and Chuan Han
Thanks for everything.
More importantly thanks for spending time with me...
Or not i'll be dead by now, i'm sure of it

TO: NP Friends
Yea u all played a part too :D
Thanks for talking to me :D

TO: Swiss Cottage juniors and Friends
All of u, thanks for saying hi when i go back to Swiss :D
To my juniors taking O-Levels this year, i wish u all all the best!!!
Get good grade :D and u'll never regret it!
And then to the sec 3s, all the best for ur SA2
AND THE SEC 2s and 1s too :D all the best!!! :D

Okay back to prastising piano and starcraft 2, and perhaps blackshot :D

What am i doing?!

2011-08-24T10:21:00.000+08:00

I feel like a wreck...
I feel like shit...
I don't know what is wrong with me...

I'm on the risk of failing a module, and i totally don't like the feeling of that.
I don't understand what is wrong with me...
I'm supposed to love this module, but the more i'm into it, the more i hate it...
Listening to Avril Lavigne's When you're gone...

Very literally, its like as if the love for this course is gone...
And i'm here crying out to it, to come back.
I need it back, that love of the module.
But nothing seems to be working...

I told myself before, that i have backup plans... Many of them...
But at this point of time...
None of them are more important than that single module...
Its really been some time since i felt like a wreck like this.
And i'm really lost as to what to do.

Thankfully though, I know that i have my Friends and Juniors there to listen to me...
To be my listening ear...
I have to thank them for that...
Because if not, I think i'll be in a much worst state then i would be...

And as i'm typing this, i realise how strange it is that i mostly feel more at home, when i'm with Swiss Winds, compared to being at home...
I don't even know why i'm like that...
Really blur to what is going on with me...
Cos i'm really lost at this point...

But i guess i'm just being too negative...
Failure is never the end of the road, for anyone...
I must stand up on my feet again, and fight back...
And as Mrs V has just said, "However hard something seems to get through, no tunnels last forever..."
Its something that i definitely have to learn...
Failing at something only means that i have to try harder.
Yea, that is how i have to look at it...
Its the only way i'll get through this storm.

The one, and only way.
Look at that light at the end of that tunnel, and run towards it.
There may be a storm brewing in the tunnel, but the only way out is forward, no to go back in time and find some way out from the back.
Its a sprint that will never be easy, and i may have a few more falls before i get out of the tunnel, but i need to believe that i can do it. And i know that i will.

For sure...

Emotions running wild...

2011-08-20T22:48:00.000+08:00

Sometimes i don't understand why i love to just go back to the past...
Its the end of semester 1 and i feel drained out, tired, and everything else...

Just not at all happy...
And i have no idea why...
Perhaps it's because Swiss Winds the band stepping down on 10th September???
Feel so down...
So unlike my character...
I should be extremely happy when it's the holidays
But not this one...

Or maybe i'm just thinking and preoccupying my mind with too many things...
My biggest problem now into my 17th year of life on Earth.
I always love to think too much.
Sometimes i do very unnecessary thinking about things that are not even happening.
Mind running too wild...

I think about the past so often nowadays.
Thinking about Swiss, all the friends and all those jokes and bullying and teasing i had to pull through...
All those tough times i encountered in my secondary school times with band and stuff...

And then after that there is the NDP 2011.
Finally got the chance to be in NDP for once with Swiss Winds...
But it might very well just be the last time... I don't even know if i have enough time next year to go back.

Yea...
Emotions really running wild...
Confused about nearly everything there is.

Stressed out for nothing...
I dont even know what is happening to me now.
Its just like what Min Jiang told me...
I have too much on my plate.
And i obviously cannot finish it...

Haiz...

Confused beyond words....

Its another new month...

2011-08-01T09:43:00.000+08:00

So many things happened leading up to this month...
And through all the things that happened, i was listening to many many songs...
More or less, since i'm participating in NDP this year, i started to listen to all the past NDP songs as well...
And it brings back all the past memories from Primary school to Secondary school.

Listening to "Where I Belong" brings back the memories of Primary 1.
Thinking back now once again, o how funny it is to be thinking about it sometimes...
I remember Primary 1 was so crazy...
All my friends, Filbert, Justin... and many more...
The times when i vomit everywhere in school and spill my drinks everywhere in the canteen area...
Lolz...

"Together"
Another NDP song that i simply love.
The meaning in the song is so strong...
Listening to it makes me ask myself why i think of dying sometimes when i have so much to look forward to in Singapore.
And how privileged i am to be able to do something i actually love, music...
How about even being able to study, all the things that so many others are not able to do...

Those two songs really made an impact in me, really.
And then there is "Home".
Probably the most loved Singapore NDP song ever...
Its songs like this that makes me feel at home, where everyone is one big family, and that place is Singapore! :D
Yea i guess you all can say that because of this year's NDP, it made me feel much closer to home...

Kay thats all i have time for....
You see a new month, but i have like tons of overdue homework...
So see you all!!!
I'll be back soon for sure :D

End of the holiday, start of a new term!

2011-07-21T11:15:00.000+08:00

Times seems to fly...

Already term 1 is gone, and within 3 weeks terms 2 will fly...
Time really flies...
And this few months really made me think about what is going in my life...
It really made me regret...
In secondary, i complain about having too much homework and no time to enjoy anything.
In fact, i believe that many of my friends did the same...

But moving onto tertiary education really changed how i think about that.
That mindset that secondary school was horrible is really gone now...
And if i actually think back, i think there is so much more that i could have enjoyed...
Thinking back, there were so many times when i could have enjoyed talking to friends and playing Big 2 in class.
I kinda miss the recess times when my so called clique and i will sit down together for recess and then laugh over some gossip or just what happened in class before recess.
So much happy things happened in secondary school that i really never cherished until its gone.
And then there were the times when we rush for band on every tuesday and friday.
O those times were fun... Haha
We (the BLG 2009) used to have a really heavy recess and then we would rush for band like immediately after our lessons end.
O how i miss those times....
And then of course there are the times when u will have to worry about homework...
In secondary school teachers do come after your blood if you don't hand in your homework on time...

And then all the times i spent with my clique on outings and stuff?
Going to the arcade together was so fun.
All those good old times when i could sit down with a strong group of friends to talk to each other after a whole day of lessons and kinda go home together...

Not saying that i don't have friends in Ngee Ann now but i guess its just not the same.
I guess it is in secondary where u form such strong friendship that you can't really let it go.
And then your CCA as well.
It is in secondary school where u get so attached to everything, and then u will find it so hard to let go, because of everything you have gained in secondary school.
I guess i have to say that i'm really wrong to say that i hate my secondary school life.
Because moving into poly life really made me wanna go back into secondary school life and do everything over.
I would have wanted to study harder and to make more friends.
Perhaps even do more for Swiss Winds...

I guess its because life in poly is really different.
U have to pretty much look out for yourself.
Even the school lecturers don't really care about you in Ngee Ann.
Its a totally different life.
Totally not like secondary school.
Really...
Sometimes i would like to go back and do it all over. there would have been so so much that i wanted to change.

Literally, poly life is very much more mature.
And compare that to secondary school life, where u can still be like 25% childish, you can't do that anymore in poly...
And in JC there is really no time to do any of that... No time to think about a life even...
Sometimes for JC people its just homework homework and... homework...

I really don't know what to do sometimes.
I feel so stressed up now a days...
More like i'm mentally tired then physically tired.
I think i really do need some time off, when i can just lie down on my bed and forget about everything... but its half the time not possible at all.

O well, thats all i have time for now... I guess i just needed an avenue to let it all out. I still have so much more to say in fact... But i got to go now...
So well, see u all soon!
I'll be posting again soon for sure :D

End of week, start of another...

2011-05-22T12:39:00.002+08:00

To all my readers, trust me, i have thought long and hard before posting this...

So anyways, so much happened during the past week.

Things that i really hope isn't happening are happening...
Even i myself screwed up a few times.
And then sometimes you will ask yourself, hey what am i doing?
Perhaps i should not even do anything at all.
Maybe that would be the best way to let my juniors learn things themselves.
Then again, you come to think about how much you yourself suffered when you didn't have seniors to teach you how to do things...
How lost you felt when you start to take charge and then realize, "O shit, i don't know how to do things what am i going to do."
And u think to yourself, "come on, you don't want ur juniors to feel all that pain..."
The pain one goes through when you got to literally start from scratch.
That pain, its just so... painful.
Yes, it hurt me, to see my junior getting scolded from their teacher, because deep down, no matter how much i try to tell myself that its not my fault, i know that i still have a part to play in whatever they are going through now.
Sometimes i just feel like telling them, "Hey forget it, let me do things, at least if anything goes wrong, i will be the one to get scolded, not you all..."
But i know that they will never learn that way...

So many times already, i have asked myself, what the hell am i doing?
Why is it that of all the people in my batch, i keep going back whenever i have time?
Poly life isn't that simple at all, and JC life, i know isn't better.
I know very well that we all are tight for time and often don't have the time to go back.
But still, i realized that i'm the only one who loves going back...
True, like what Mr Chew said, perhaps its my passion for music, my passion to conduct keeps me going.
But is that the only reason?

Honestly, its not.

Like i have said so many times, my juniors keeps that, spark going in me.
And my desire to try to make things better for my juniors, drives me on as well.
Really, it hurts when you see all the pain your juniors are going through.
And the reason is simply because you know that you have not taught them well.
Yes, i have to admit that i did not do a good job in teaching the sec 4s 2011 of Swiss Winds.
Perhaps it was because i weren't taught by anyone...
But i that did not give me the excuse of not doing a good job...
So, to any of my juniors reading this, i'm sorry.
I know i didn't do good job.
Perhaps i did a good job in running the band, but i'm really very sorry i didn't teach you properly...

And to the sec 3s now, please, find your spark!
I believe in you all, i really do.
But you all need to FIND THAT SPARK!
Then you all can do well!!!
I know it will be tough, it was tough for my batch.
But nevertheless, we pull STRAIGHT through!
And if we can, you all can too!
I know you all can do a good job!
Remember, first step is to believe you can do it,
Then u must find out wad you are doing wrong.
And don't forget to correct your mistakes.
Anything you all don't know, don't ever be afraid to ask!
I will always be there to try to help u all to the best of my ability!!! :D

Mid week! About 3 more weeks to common test!!!

2011-05-18T00:49:00.000+08:00

Boy o boy...

Its like mid week already!!!
Vesak Day over already. Went to temple yesterday morning...
Like totally din catch any sleep at all man...
Yesterday, i slept at what, 9a.m.?
And i woke up at 5p.m.
Now like still got so much energy...

Haiz... And also like whole body aching...
AutoCAD the homework also don't know if do correctly.
At least i know it looks like the sketch given to us :D
Feel like going and play L4D2 at this hour...

My first poly common test gonna start soon!!!
Must go and revise too hahaha...
I hope i will do well in it!!!

O O AND ONE MORE THING!!!
I think i will get to go for NDP this year!!!
YAY :D

HAHAHA
Okay thanks for visiting and reading...

I'll post next time.
See u all!!!

Good night!

On a monday, when only poly students are in school...

2011-05-09T15:19:00.000+08:00

Boy, General Elections 2011(GE) was a blast to me man.
With history being made with the workers party's win at the aljunied GRC and the whole wayang on nomination day...
But that is really not my concern, to be honest.
I just felt that our foreign affairs minster, George Yeo... Really it is a loss.
Just hope that he can be back in parliment...

Always, into may now.
The first week is like over.
This coming wednesday, i have a test to study for, and to be really honest i don't think i should be here blogging LOL.
But o well, at least there is something to be looking forward to this week.
Swiss Winds band practice resumes on Friday :D ( YAY )
Which means i'm going back for sure, because i'm still trying to get in touch with the school and start the Swiss Winds Alumni band escapade.
Seriously, trying to start a project like this isn't really... simple...
But i feel that its 100% worth it :D
Even though its nearly one year since i left Swiss Winds, i still feel very attached to the CCA...
Perhaps its because of all the ups and downs the band had went through, and how hard we all have worked as a band to try to pick up everything again...
The feeling was great when you see Swiss Winds performing at NDP 2010.
Its just great, to see a band that you were once part of making history as the first secondary school band to perform alongside the SAF Central Band....
Really... even though u're not in it, it just feels wonderful...
And not forgetting my wonderful juniors.
The bond makes it really hard to let go, even though i know very well that the time to let go had already came and gone...

O well, enough of all that.
I'm glad that they are starting band again, because now i have something to look forward to, other than all the poly life u know... all the studying and stuff.
I wont deny the fact that NP band is somewhat fun, but going back to Swiss Winds is definitely much more fun! :D
And the only reason was because of my love for Swiss Winds... Nothing much... :D
Can i ever let go?
I really hope i can...
Its really the first time i have ever felt so attached to a CCA, and i do believe its the last.
Because in Poly, i don't think i have the time to make a difference.
School in year 2 and 3 will definitely be very hectic i believe...
I might not even have the time to go back to Swiss as much...

O well, don't think too far lar hor? :D
See you all soon!

Wad an April...

2011-05-07T10:34:00.000+08:00

Wow. Wad an April i had this year!

So many things happens this past month.
School finally started for me! :D
It was quite fun to be really honest!
The first week of school was for orientation.
Quite fun, everyday got free lunch.
Not that the food is really fantastic, but it wasn't really horrible.
And then after all the so called content heavy introduction to all the year 1s(including me), Ngee Ann Poly screened two movies for everyone to watch.
O man the two movies were so so so nice!!!
One was unstoppable, and the other was R.E.D. which is FANTASTICALLY FUNNY!!! :D

Then there was a long holiday. Lolz...
Good Friday, Saturday, and Sunday.
And then, it was school!

O boy school...
First day was okay...
Then the second day... I felt like i given back all my physics to Mr Lim...
Which is really bad... :(
Because that means that i have a lot a lot to catch up with... Haiz...
O well, its time to work harder to try and get all my physics back...

AutoCAD was really fun!!!
And then there was the workshop...

O O WORKSHOP :D
Yesterday the teacher showed us how the machines in the workshop can cut things after we put in a programme.
It was really fun to see how the machine cut.... Well not really cut, maybe draw would be a better word?
Yea so the machine draw a double heart on the pieces of material. Yep yep.

So that was my month of April, into the first week of My.
So far school has been really really fun, and i hope it will continue to be like that...
So yea :D

Thats all for today :D
Nothing much more to say.

So, see u soon :D

Disappointment

2011-04-14T16:48:00.000+08:00

I wanna know wad went wrong...
I really do...

Comeon lar...
You all are the ones who are killing bands all over Singapore...

Dying to know wad went wrong man...
I really wanna know wad went wrong...

Wow

2011-04-10T11:03:00.001+08:00

Hey ppl!
Wow so long no post...

I guess i just had too many things to do ba :D

I'll try my best to post more okay :D

See you all soon

Last minute work...

2011-02-28T21:29:00.001+08:00

Boy it has been sometime since i posted.
Just a quick word then
Not time to post because i'm rushing my juniors presents okay?
I'll post again soon!

"Up is Down" week

2011-02-20T23:54:00.000+08:00

Boy i had one hell of a week...

And now that the week is coming to an end...

Well lets just highlight a few event? :D

One big thing that happened yesterday... omg...
127 Hours (movie)

THAT 5 MINS WHERE THE LEAD ACTOR LIKE LITERALLY CUT OFF HIS OWN HAND TO SAVE HIS OWN LIFE.....
Omg.... I have NEVER EVER seen so much blood...
To think that all the blood is fake...
But all together the movie was very inspirational, very emotional movie...

A bit vulgar lar for sure... NC16 yar?
A very nice mixture of the all the things that happens in life...
But the movie shows how much determination is needed to get yourself out of that kind of a situation....
And of course there is the courage that you need to actually do that...

But one lesson learned from the movie...
NEVER GO ANYWHERE WITHOUT TELLING SOMEONE...
Cause if you Disappear into thin air.... no one will know where the hell you went....
Now that is not a good thing....

So that was one event... a movie...
the other thing was i reinstalled my Microsoft Flight Simulator X! :D
Now can fly planes again lolz yay!
Haha!!!!

Poly is going to start soon!!!!
But its still far....
1 and 1/2 months away....
O wells...

Thats all for now i guess? :D
See you all soon :D

Eye pain...

2011-02-13T23:27:00.000+08:00

HI ALL...

Today, i declare that my eye is killing me lolz...

Anyways tmr nid to go and see doctor...
For my skin thing...

So yar i really got to sleep soon :D

WATCHED SALT TODAY....
I quite like it...
BUT I FREAKING HATE THE ENDING...
ITS LIKE RESIDENT EVIL ONE....
MAKE THE MOVIE LIKE GOT HEAD NO TAIL HAHAHAHAHA....

Okays lar i think i better go and rest... may MIA again for the nxt few days... :D

Why?

2011-02-11T00:10:00.000+08:00

Is it impossible to please everyone?
I try so hard to help out, but no one understand all the shit that i ever go through...
So many times, i wish that death could be an understand to end this...
But so many times, i found another way out... a much more painful, yet meaningful way...
Why must this always happen to me?!
Why cant people just accept ME for who i am?

Does ANYONE at all understand the pain of having a knife stabbed STRAIGHT at your heart?
ANYONE at all?!
I have gone through so much in my life, and i don't even feel appreciated at all...
Is this how i have to spend the better half of my life?!

Or maybe i'm just expecting too much from everyone...
Maybe i should just shut up and just take in everything and lock everything into myself...

Just how long will it take for anyone to understand my pain...

TAYLOR SWIFT IN SINGAPORE OMFG

2011-02-09T23:46:00.019+08:00

OMG OMG OMG

TAYLOR SWIFT CONCERT TODAY....
BUT I CANT GO =(

Daddy dont let me go...
I wanna go to my room and just cry ='(

Taylor Swift:
COULD YOU PLEASE COME TO SINGAPORE AGAIN?!
I REALLY WANT TO GO TO YOUR CONCERT =(

O well, enough of my moaning and groaning about not able to go for the concert...

WAD HAPPENED TODAY:
I watched INCEPTION today lolz...
And then Koo Wen Kiat have this job at Resort World Sentosa.
And he said i could join him.
So i join him lor...
But now he say got to wait until tomorrow then see if have =.=

Haiz...
Today on Gumtree Singapore, cant even find one that is suitable...
O well...

And i have yet to upload pictures and finish something for my juniors...
I guess i better go and sleep now...
Tomorrow going to take photos again =D
Wish me luck!
I hope i catch something good =D

Lolz...
Okay thats all for now =D

o and btw, here is a link to TAYLOR SWIFT'S LIVE CONCERT PERFORMANCE IN SINGAPORE.

TAYLOR SWIFT - MINE
(LIVE AT SINGAPORE):

Wanna watch the video from here? Well, scroll down to the music library to stop the music and you can watch the video =D
Unfortunately, the video is not taken by me...
Its obviously from youtube...

TAYLOR SWIFT I WANT TO BE AT YOUR CONCERT........................
='( ='( ='( ='( ='( ='( ='( ='( ='( ='( ='( ='( ='( ='( ='(

The 5th day of Lunar New Year

2011-02-07T21:45:00.003+08:00

HI ALL =D

What a start to the week...
Lolz, I just watched "How to train your dragon" again!

Its just such a good movie!

Anyways, i plan to watch inception again tomorrow morning. =D
I want to understand the last part of the movie.
I want to find out if he did or did not escape from the dream world.

Aways thats for tomorrow.
Looks like i'm pretty ambitious tomorrow.

My To-Do-List for tomorrow:
- Watch Inception again
- Post up and open my exits column on this blog
- Start doing something, which i cant say, because its supposed to be a surprise.
- Try to find myself a dam job... =.=

So thats tomorrow.
What was happening for the past few days?
I lost a total of $8 and earned $7 at the end of the fourth day of the Lunar new year...
O well, so overall is -$1... Haiz
Thats not how you start the new year... But nvm its okay.
I guess i got to try my luck again next year. =D
Promised myself never to step into Marina Bay Sands no matter what...

So anyway, thats about it. =D

O there is one more thing, i went to the Japanese garden and Chinese Garden on the 4th of Feb.
Which is last friday.
We took a few pictures, actually quite a few.
I alone took about 100 pictures already lolz...
Yep. I will upload some of the pictures here, there ones i think are better, and the rest, including those here shall go onto facebook. =D
For all my friends to see.

Okays, thats all for now!

See you all tomorrow!

The past few days?

2011-02-06T02:13:00.002+08:00

Wow!
How time flies!
It is already the fourth day of the lunar new year!
Well, i only have to say, that yesterday was fun!

First time i played Monopoly Deal!
And i realised that it is freaking fun!!!!!

Other then that, well nothing much really, except that i lost money on friday!
Yar! I was like in with $4 and end up losing them all!
I was playing poker by the way. =D

So like this lor!
Nothing much to say lar really.

Just that i had some very long days this past few days. =D
Cause my junior Zeng Jin gave me a URL to Jap Anime(is there other countries who creates anime? O.O)
And i have been watching Gundam SEED and Gundam SEED Destiny for the past few days a billion times. =D

BUT ITS DAM NICE TO WATCH LOR!

Seriously,

ITS DAM NICE TO WATCH LOR!
It taught me some values of life actually!

Its really a good anime, and not only that, the songs and so freaking nice as well!!!
I would really say that everyone should watch!
All the songs you all are hearing now?
They are all from Gundam SEED and Gundam SEED Destiny.
LOLZ.

Okays thats it for now!

2011-02-03T02:16:00.003+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year all!!!!

OMG THANK TO MY JUNIOR ZENG JIN, I FINALLY GOT TO WATCH GUNDAM SEED DESTINY AGAIN! OMG

SERIOUSLY I'M DAM HAPPY NOW, I DONT KNOW HOW I'M GOING TO BE ABLE TO SLEEP!!!!

Well anyways, i look forward to wad is going to happen later. =D
I do hope that there is a game of poker to play later =D

Thats all for now =D

BTW: A new section is up here: "What Happens when..."
This section tells you roughly wad you would expect to see or rather, what you would not expect to see and how my website will turn out on your browser.
So if you find anything on this blog looking weird, refer to the section. It should answer some questions!

And also, i'm changing the song to "Kimi Wo Boku Niteru".
This is a song from Gundam SEED Destiny, which is where the picture in the background comes from.
Yes, it is The Strike Freedom!

OKay thats all!
Do continue to visit me! Thanks =D

Eve of Chinese New Year.

2011-02-02T17:44:00.005+08:00

Eve of Chinese new year yar?

Well... Its should be very hyper....
But i feel very bored...
At home nothing to do at all.
Feel dam bored... So i'm like only mousehunt-ing and facebook-ing
Just simply Boring lifestyle.

Well thankfully, i went to school this morning.
Swiss Cottage i mean.
Went to watch their CNY Concert.
I have to say that the performance was very nice!
Those who are my friends on facebook, you may be to find some photoes on the concert =D
Should be fun haha =D

And today, as usual, we will have our family reunion dinner =D
YAY =D Thats something to look forward to today =D
Then after that, I shall try to play cabal for a while
And then it would be the staying up late thing lolz

Okay so thats all for now
I should post again later
See you all then =D

And to all chinese readers, Happy Chinese New Year =D

Eve of the Eve of Chinese New Year!

2011-02-01T21:16:00.003+08:00

Hey all =D

Today nothing much lar =D

I went for band today!

O and then i took more pineapple tarts to school lolz!

And then some people greedy arh, like Lye Sheng Yang lolz

He took like two! OMG...

And Winston too...

lolz, anyways sorry to those who din get to eat!

So then after that there was the band practice as usual.

Sec ones do drill and the rest having band practice and yar.

Then after that i was watching the rehearsal for tomorrow's Swiss Chinese New Year Celebrations.

Its quite interesting =D

And since i'm going back to see the performance tmr, i look forward to it. =D

AND MOST IMPORTANTLY, CHLEO IS SINGING! OMG

YOU KNOW CHLEO'S VOICE IS LIKE SO SO SO SO DAM NICE!

I know she will do well for sure!

Okay lar thats all for today.

Cos i wan catch the TV Show destination truth later at 10pm.

So i need to go and bathe and then do my 4-steps treatment and then i can watch.

Cos tmr i have to go swiss at 6.30am to help in something for Chleo...

LOLZ

OKAY SO SEE YOU ALL SOON =D

A day of joy =D

2011-01-31T16:11:00.002+08:00

Hello all!

This morning i woke up yet again to a storm. =.=

I was like... O shit, how to get to the doctor.

Yes about the doctor.

He's not really a skin doctor i realised.

By the way, its Kin Mun Clinic if you want to know.

Yes. So i went there to see the doctor and see wad he could do about the pimples.

Apparently, he seemed to think that my face was not in a very very bad condition.

Nevertheless, he still told his nurse to give me 6 DIFFERENT face creams to use.

O.O I WAS LIKE... 6? Thats wad my mum do every morning...

And now i have to do it too?

OMG...

Well, the 6 creams have different ways of using...

That was very very confusing for someone who didn't even bother to take care of his skin just a few weeks ago...

So well, that was that.

6 different creams but a guarantee from the doctor that i'll see some result after only 2 weeks!

Now thats something i want to see happen.

I want to solve my pimple problems!!! NOW!!!!

So yar i'm going to give it a try.

Hope that it will work yar?

After the visit to Kin Mun Clinic, i went for a hair cut!

Lolz the barber was like complaining that my hair was so thick...

Well, wad do you expect.

I was very much rotting at home for the past two months...

So thats that...

LUNCH AT MAC! YAY =D

GOT TO EAT THE DOUBLE FISH-O-FILLET THING =D I WAS SO HAPPY =D

LOLZ....

Okay lar enough of the high-ness....

Now i really have to go sleep... or not i think i'll die...

O AND GUESS WAD?! IT STOP RAINING!

YAY!!!!

Okay bye.

I nid a nap...

NOW...

A long and rainy day, into the last day of the month...

2011-01-31T00:07:00.021+08:00

Okay, so i guess its today already. =D

Good morning world.

Well, it seems like it has been years since i even posted something.

My last post was yesterday, but thats just some reopening post.

The last was on 23 feb 2009...

WOW! WHAT A LONG TIME!

Well, looking back at the year, you kinda realise that it was a hectic two years...

So lets do a reflection? =D

Year 2009

The start of the year was quite fine if i remember correctly...

Yes it was... Until my grandma fell down on one Sunday morning.

That threw the whole house into a mess that day.

But soon enough it was the whole family that was panicking.

My grandma was very old already.

If i remember correctly, she was 79 going 80 when she pass on.

Yes, she passed away shortly after having the fall...

I heard the doctors said that she broke a few rib bones.

That was it.

She struggled through the last two weeks of february and finally passed on, in late feb or march.

I couldn't really remember.

That was when my grades plunged...

I didn't have any energy... So i was like playing every time i got home...

I cant do anything else...

Then, exactly one week later, my grandpa passed away.

Exactly one week after my grandma.

I know, you all must be thinking, how could this happen.

Well, it did.

My grandma was on my father's side of the family, and my grandpa was on my mother's side of the family.

Pretty devastating for my family.

Thankfully i didn't have any siblings. Honestly.

Or not they would have suffered too...

I was a mess at that point.... But things got better =D

I tried to work hard in the second semester.

Obviously i din try hard enough... I was still pretty much failing...

O well... I guess thats about all....

The only other major thing was that Swiss Winds got...

Well i think i better not talk about that...

O the other thing! I know, i became the student conductor =D

Yar that was fun =D

It was fun conducting the band.

You could feel the music flowing inside you.

It was nice =D

Year 2010

So the secondary 4 year started yar?

Well. Fun actually...

Maths and A-maths was actually getting easier for me =D

Then there was Swiss Serenade.

And then sad to say, i didn't do very well in secondary 4 first semester actually...

So that was that...

Then Chinese O-level... =.=

OMG I WAS LIKE FREAKING OUT.... CHIONGING THROUGH EVERYTHING LAST MINUTE WAS NOT FUN AT ALL...

ON THIS NOTE, To all my juniors reading this.

PLEASE DO NOT EVER DO WAD I JUST DID.... WAIT TILL THE LAST MINUTE TO REVISE AND ITS GOING TO BE TOO LATE.... PLEASE, FOR THE SEC 3S STUDY, SEC 4S START YOUR REVISION LIKE NOW OKAY? YOU ALL CAN DO IT ONE I KNOW YOU ALL CAN =D

OKAY NOW....

Back to my story...

Yar then bla bla bla, through the june holi, i was revising.

Yes i was. Like reading through everything doing notes and stuff...

O and one more thing juniors:

DO YOUR OWN NOTES! IT HELPS MUCH BETTER THEN JUST READING YOUR TEACHER'S NOTES... AND IT WILL COME IN HANDY WHEN YOU ARE REVISING JUST ONE MONTH BEFORE O-LEVELS!!!

Redo your notes in the way you like it.

Make it your style.

It will be much easier for you to absorb when you start to panic.

So yar. For me, i did cue cards.

Squencing. It did help a lot. =D Because for those that i did the notes, i knew the content much more.

For pure geography students, it can be done with all the drawings and stuff, i even put examples on my cards...

Just that i din do for all my topics.... BIG FAT MISTAKE.....

So then O-LEVELS came....

Yar... I mean of course there was the prelims and stuff.... but o well...

And trust me. Everyone.

Once it starts, it goes, very fast.

I'm serious...

And on the last paper, you will be like, "omg omg 5 mins left 5 mins left!"

Then it will be, " OMG 1 MIN!!! 1 MIN TO FREEDOM AFTER 2 YEARS!!!"

Yar. Thats wad happened to me... LOLZ.

Well, i dun wan to talk about the dropping of chemistry... Not here...

Trust me everyone, if you can, don drop.

DON DROP!!! okay?

DON EVER DROP ANY SUBJECT!!!! UNLESS ITS REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY NECESSARY!

Yar... Cos every subject counts...

So then this year came.

RESULTS!!!!

Well, my O-level results were not really wad i wanted, but it was still fine i guess...

L1R4 16 and ELR2B2 13...

L1R4 was 11...

So yar...

AND TODAY =D

WOOHOO!!!! We got the posting results on wednesday =D

and i got into NP aerospace technology!!!! =D

My FIRST choice!!!

Yay!!!!

Haha i was super happy =D

So like this lor =D haha

Okay lar tomorrow is going to be one hell of a day for me...

SO now, i'm going to sleep =D

YAY =D first post of the year, and certainly not the last! =D

GOODNITE ALL =D

2011-01-30T01:39:00.001+08:00

My blog is reopened!

Omg! I have been wanting to do this for the past two years!

Lolz. Do visit me again now! =D

2009-02-23T21:37:00.002+08:00

Juz a quick post.
Today was a great day.
At least i finished my homework.
Left the Chemisty that have to be handed in.
Other then that, there was nothing.
Then this week have so many tests.
So got to study for them.
Tomorrow there is ADC.
HAHA.
That would be interesting.

So yar.
Thats all i can say.
Other then that, my grandma is feeling better.
Yea.
Then today E-Maths lesson miss ma like very angry.
Until she don even want to sign the diary.
So sad.
WAAA.
=.="
ok
Then there was the SS worksheet that had to be hand in.
Haha.
And i did hand in.
So ok.
Nothing much now.
Ok.
I will post more nxt time.
BYE?!!

NEW BLOG SKIN

2009-02-15T15:31:00.001+08:00

Hi one and all.
This is a new blog skin.
Sucky lar.
But i will make it better when i have the time.
So bye for now =D

Happy Valetine's Day

2009-02-14T20:06:00.000+08:00

Hi one and all.
Like long time did not post like that.
But over this few days, my family in a mess.
So now then i posting.
Understand?
Anyway, over this few days, i realised that, you know, my parents are not the worst i have seen.
The problem with them is that they dont know what i wan, and i dun know what they mean.
So misunderstanding everyway.
In fact it can all clear up, and once it is, i will realise that my parents... ROX =D YEA!!!!
I actually already do.
My parents agreed to let me use an hour of computer everyday.
Most of the time i end up exceeding the time.
They dun scold you know?
So i think that i should do something in return.
That is why, i am going to clear up ALL my homework today and tomorrow.
Or at least finish most of it.
80% of it at least. =D

Ok. Enough of my blehs and blahs.
Now something new.
PICTURES.
PICTURES OF MY LAST YEAR THE CONCERT.
Charmaine wanted to see the pictures so badly man. LOL
So charmaine? Here they are.

This picture yor, i dun know the girl standing on the right.
But the young lady(who is not really young) in the middle is my teacher.
My piano teacher in fact.
The girl standing on the left gave me a lot of encouragement in the concert.
My piano song actually sux. but she told me that i cannot breakdown, AND I DID NOT.
THX =D

This girl is AMAZING MAN!!!
SHE PLAY A SONG THAT IS FASTER THEN ANY SONG(except the flight of the bumble bee) I HAVE SEEN!!
Yea.
She must have practiced VERY hard. T.T

The four ladies lar.
SO ........... RITE? =.=

Left Hand Side of the picture. That young lady is my teacher's sister.
HAHA.

My teacher no CHEESING so bad of her =.=
The two in front like acting cute =.=
JOKING =D
Haha.
i feel so bad now T.T

This one hor, the hand very extra to me lar.
I mean.
Two person taking photo and then got a hand ..............
SO WEIRD LAR.

The YEA-WE-LOOK-COOL-MAN post.
That is what i call it.
The YEA-WE-LOOK-COOL-MAN post.
hehe.
Vry long name rite? =D

How do i look?
Handsome?
Weird?
Retarded?
Cool
Or what?
Pls vote at the poll after you have seen all the picture k? =D

How i look with this young lady? =.=
She not really young lar.
Juz look young.
Yea
She is 26 this year.....

My cher very TALL lor =D
So nice rite?
HAHA
SO TALL
SO SO SO TAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

At least she is taller.
Yar.
Looks more better.

The mission impossible girls. O.O
Lol.
White and black dress girls playing mission impossible.
New fashion haha.!!!.
Nice rite?
NOT WEIRD LOR.
Imagine M.I.5 with a main character as a girl.
THAT WOULD BE NEW FASHION MAN!!!!!

Funny rite?
A camera man taking a picture of three girls and one happen to be taking a picture of two of the three girls.
HAHA. HA. HA.
LAUGH LAR!!!!
=(
LAME.

Is that me at the back?
Lol.
O.O
HOW RUDE OF THEM
=.="
This is so lame rite?
A few more to go.

Doesn't that guy standing at the front of the four of us look cute?
SIMPLY CUTE =.=" =D

Erms.
Dun think too much.
She juz wan to hold the flute.
=.=

Erms.
This one.
My Cousin brothers inside.
Yep.
Like this.
Ok

DONE!!
Poll before you leave can?
I will appreciate that.
THX

ok.
GTG
CYA =D

2009-02-09T22:17:00.002+08:00

Yep.
I am posting after coming back from the hospital.
Sleeping liao soon.
I hope i can sleep soon.
Really.
Cos i dun wan to wake up late tmr.
Ai.

Grandma coming back from the hospital to spend her last hours of her life.
*cry*
That is the unavoidable fact.
So i will say it.
Cannot avoid this part of every single humans' life.
We will hve to just accept it.

WAAAAAA!

I had a bad day(week)

2009-02-07T22:21:00.003+08:00

First.
Tag replies.

evangline!:Thx for pointing out. And thx for visiting. I will not cry again lar.

DIn: Hi. I dun know who you are, but.......

h.uixian: Hi =D Thx for the encourgement =D And THX FOR VISITING.

SHEENA: Thx for the advice. I will not cry nxt time.

So anyway.
Thx to all the ppl who visited.
Some might ask what happened yesterday?
Well.
There was ADC pre-course training.
So as usual the basic drill until we can do it properly.
Which means raising our legs to 90 degrees when we are marching on the spot. (realise i am not using the command. I dun know how to spell them)
So, of course, with my internal injury that i cannot do anything about, i had to contiune to put in my best to rasie my leg to 90 degrees.
So there we are trying to get to 90 degrees and then Paul, our staff, said that i am the only one who cannot do that after something.
I mean, I have an injury lar.
Then after that i tried to tell him that i am not the only one who is not raising 90degrees.
But Paul take it like i am arguing(pardon me for my "powderful" spelling) with him.
So he made us drop 20.
So i felt so bad lar.
Made the whole platoon(correct spelling?) do 20 push-ups.
I felt really bad.
And combine with what ever had happened in this week, I really cannot stand it and just... just... just cried.
I really felt very bad.
Very very bad.
And now i don even know if my grandma is ok.
Thank god that there is only one hard homework to do.
Which is E-Maths.
So not THAT bad lar.
And yar.
That why i cried.
It was mixed feeling.
So it is completely NOT Paul's fault.
I mean, it is normal that the Staff is angry when someone argue with him or her.
But i still feel bad.
Even till now.
My sincere apology to the ADC memebers for all the trouble i had caused.
I will try my very best the nxt time.
Let me say this again, i am NOT giving up on ADC.
And i will certainly not let anyone stop me from passing.
I wan to pass this course.
At least this could help me show ppl that i can do this.
THAT I AM A MAN!!!
AND I AM NOT CRYING AGAIN.
I PROMISE MYSELF!!!
YEA!
=D
Thx for all your help friends, classmates, ex-classmate, bandmates and band seniors, Mr Ang (former school consellor) for helping me pull through and break free from my 4 1/2 years of insults.
And of course, for those who don know, i had been crying almost everyday in that 4 1/2 years.
I had been through a hell of a time and i do not wan to experience it again.

Thx to everyone.
REALLY

Cleared my homework and feeling all rite

2009-02-05T22:44:00.002+08:00

WEEE!!!
The chemistry test was ok lar.
Not as bad as i thought it would be.
So yea.
Thank God!
And today, i manage to clear all the homework.
You know how happy i am?
It means that i now have the weekend homework only.
And then it is E-maths only and history.
At the moment.
So if i can concentrate, i will finish in like wow?
30 mins i hope. =D

..............................
SS test tmr.
I have not revise.
But not that bad lar.
Can one lar i believe.
Just hope that i pass that is good enough liao lor.
One more thing.
I realise that my bag is getting heavier and heavier and heavier everyday.
Maybe it is becos of my body aching.
My right side of the body is still aching.
And i really dun know how am i going to survive ADC traing tmr.
Can hardly do push-ups lor.
But i have to do it man.
I dun like to be called a slacker.
My friends can dun care, but i cannot take anymore of that.
Reason?
I survivied 4 years of primary(pri 4 - 6) and secondary(sec 1 - mid sec 2) and now that i am alive, i dun wan to be insulted again.
Many times, i tried to hurt myself, but i don wan that to happen to me again lar.
I dun wan to hurt myself.
Put it simply.
I know, i know, everyone rather see me die.
......................................
Ai.
Maybe that is the best way for now?

Feeling kinda emo

2009-02-03T22:10:00.006+08:00

Hi all.
Very moody this week.
My grandma fell last Sunday and i like reached home 12 something the nxt day.
I like really tired lar.
So tired.
And then i did not do my hw.
Then some ppl say i did not do the homework.
I am hopeless
All this things.
You know how it feels rite?
And then i cannot fall out during the ADC cos later ppl will say that i am a slacker.
But my leg was like so painful.
So have to endure.
Then there was once i almost cried.
I really wan to.

Is my life that hard to live?
Could i die in peace?
All this qns always flow into my mind when things like that happens.
......................

All Crap lar

2009-01-29T20:54:00.004+08:00

Hi one any all.

School started off good for me today.
Got to revise for my tests.
HOWEVER???

E-maths test was CRAP!!!
Lost 12 marks le.
But can pass.

Geography is a failure.
I draw wrong thing.
And now i am sure that i will fail it.
My first test.
So much for scoring for geography.
To pull the marks up now?
I have to score well for the other tests.
And there is a physic test TMR.
AI!!!!

And my leg is aching.
even now.
As i am posting.
As i am siting down.

Went to popular after school today.

With josiah and pesdy.

Bought only two

Yep.

A stapler and this thing.

Yea.

Thats all.

And i not suppose to drink ice water?

But i bought bubble tea.

So cold the drink.

But it was yummy.

Mango.

And dun know why my leg is still aching after i saw a doctor.

So anyway?

I have to do drills still.

I dun wan to be the slacky guy i am.

I dun wan to be late for falling in liao.

I WAN A CHANGE.

I WILL MAKE AN EFFORT TO DO IT.

I HAVE TO!!!

OR NOT NO ONE WILL RESPECT ME.

I HAVE TO.

YEA.

Thats more like the guy who wants to... to...

nvm

bye for now ok?

Mood? HAPPY!!!

2009-01-28T17:44:00.004+08:00

Hi one and all.
Its after CNY.
Hope you all have a lot of ang bao.
=D
Well.
Went out with Josiah's EV gang on friday.
Last friday.
Yea.
It was josiah's birthday.
So now he is offically 15 years and 5 days young.
Yea.
Haha.
Lol.
So we went to pizza hut lar.
Then eat there.
I had like so much cheese on my pizzas.
Of course that was a must.(CHEESE ROCKS WITH PIZZAS AND NOTHING ELSE FOR ME. YAY!!!)
So after that, the was the cake.
There was strawberrys on the cake.
And other fruits.
All not fresh.
The strawberry had mould on it.
SO digusting.
But it did not affect the cake.
So it was ok.
Lol.
Ruixin was there too.
Tried to push her together with clement.
But she don wan.
So nvr lar.
And then there was a picture.

CHEEZE!!!!
After that we went to play bball.
Basket ball.
But of course, i not very sporty one.
So went to play at the playground.
With Ruixin and her friend.(I AM NOT FLIRTING)
Cos there was nothing to do.
So we went to try balancing.
You know rite?
The senior czitern(pardon me for my spelling -__-) thing.
So we tried balancing.
And yar.
This is the picture.

Ok.
Retarded picture?
Yes of course.
I look retarded in pictures anyway.
So yar.
Thats all for now.
Bye.

A DEEP CUT IN MY HEART

2009-01-18T18:59:00.003+08:00

Omg.
I am feeling so hurt now.
I am. I am.
I feel like crying you know.
Maybe ******(someone) is rite.
I cannot ever reverse all tat i hve done.
I juz wan to forget about what i am doing...........

NO ONE KNOW HOW IT FEELS TO BE ISOLATED, NOT BEING TREATED LIKE THE OTHERS.
HOW IT HURTS MY HEART.
WHY CANT THEY GIVE ME A CHANCE.
TO LET ME CHANGE.
WITH THEIR HELP!?
NO ONE KNOW HOW IT FEELS MAN.
REALLY.
IT FEELS SO CRAPPY.
I HATE MYSELF.
I HATE MYSELF TO THE CORE.
I WAN TO DIE.
DUN WANT TO LIVE ANYMORE.
I TRY SO HARD.
AND THEN ALL I GET IN RETURN IS ALL ONLY CRAP.
I JUZ GET SCOLDED AND SCOLDED AND INSULTED AND INSULTED.
AND I JUZ RETARDED TO THINK THAT I CAN DO IT?
I don't know.

SOMEONE GIVE ME AN ANSWER.
*cry*
*cry*
*cry*
*cry*
*cry*
*cry*
*cry*
*cry*
*cry*

Its a major ouchie D=

2009-01-14T22:14:00.005+08:00

HI one and all.
Just coming to see my blog.
Then decided to post.
My right half of my body is causing me some serious problems.
Its making me limp.
And yea.
I had a bad fall.
And i am NOT going into it.
Anyway.
I and just here to post.
I had a bad fall and it hurts a !@#!@@#$ lot.
But it will heal.
So i will be patient and wait.
And yea.
Bye

And i updated a few things.
Pls read.

Ty

Confused sad and crying

2009-01-13T21:45:00.003+08:00

ARHHH!!!!
I dun know what is going on in my life now a days.
I just got scolded by daddy yesterday.
Cos me to like blank out totally?
Yea.
It was that bad.
After i like blank out?
I was like crying and crying and crying.
I was so moody.
Ai.
I dun know what to do now.
There is a mess in band?
And i am messed up at home?
And i feel so stupid?
yar.
At least the mess in band is easing.
Yea.
That is what i am happy about.
OK.
Bye.

ARHHH

2009-01-10T23:22:00.005+08:00

posting?
I am like so surprise?
And i am on guard.
My mum can see everything i am typing.
Ai.
This blog like so little ppl come
=.="
Such a bad start for the year lar.
Today band was ok.
But i was like emo for the whole sectional time and have not mood to play. Hate it mean.
Almost cried.
But like no one care like that.
Not that i nid anyone to care lar.
But it is like SO irritating when i am called a slacker.
Maybe some ppl know very well what is going on in my fucked up messy family.
But not everyone do.
So it still comes back to the same thing.
Ai.
But at least it is better in school now then Sec1-2.
I think that really, if this was to happen when i am Sec1-2 then i am going to have died.
So like messed up now.
I dun know if i am walking the correct path.
Dun know.
Dun know.
Dun know if i am doing the correct thing...
Dun know what is going on.
So fucking messed up.
Dun wan to die and dun wan to live.
I have to choose. But dun know which way to go.
And i dun understand why is it that my parents must go against me helping out the band or something like that.
I dun know why.
Everytime i on a call with a band major to ask about something(of course i get nothing from them. they cannot tell me too much oso cos me not in council) my parents say i am wasting money.
I know lar.
I know that my discipline today sucked to the core.
One of my worst discipline days.
So yea.
Very emo.
Sry.
But... ARHHHHHH I DUN KNOW lar.
NID SOME PEACE AND QUIET.
Maybe going to my diary is the best now.
See if you all can find my diary.
..............................

Dear diary .............................
.............................
.............................
.............................
.............................
.............................
.............................
.............................
No one cares about me.......................
My parents treat me like SHIT........................
SOMEONE HELP ME PLS PLS PLS.......................
So sad lar........................

Hais

Second day of school

2009-01-07T21:26:00.003+08:00

Hi one and all.

First of all.
To reply tags.
Zhiming: OK. I re-linked you liao.
Xin Zhen: Really sry, but can you tell me who are you? Cos we like know we are in each others' class only this year........ON a second thought. I think i know u. Nvm i will find out soon.
Dania: Ok THZ!!!!!

Thats all for now.
Ok.
Down to the post.

To one and all.
I am now the chairman of 3e2.
I dun know how that happened.
But, yea thats me.
And not that i dun wan to be Chairman.
I am not sure if i can lar.
But i am willing to try it out.
If i cannot do the job properly, i will just step down.
But i am really really willing to give this new role a try.

Ok lar.
So far so good.
But school was a bit sucky.
The good thing.
E-Maths is Miss Ma JJ teaching us.
That means i will not be late-handing-in my work.
So that is a good thing.
The bad thing.
I dun hand up work i will get double scolding.
In class and then in band...

That aside.

So our cher for SS and Elective history was NOT Mdm tang.
Very good.
In fact they and MDM Wan(Yes miss wan is married) for SS and Mrs Sng for elective history.
Both chers very good at teaching so no prob there.

MT was a WOWER.
We finished the first chapter in 1hr 10mins.
Around there.
Amazing rite?
And we are like half way through our second chapter today liao.

Physic and Chemisty was VERY good.
Although i must abmit that i was almost sleeping in physic.

Recess was the favourite of course.

English.
ROX.
Mrs V and Mdm Choo all knows how to communicate with the class and they know very well how to make the class FUN and VERY FUN.
And we learn too.
Haha.

Ok. Thats all for today k?
I got to go now .
Got to do my no.1 uniform.
Tomorrow i am performing.
So bye yea.

First day of school

2009-01-03T21:29:00.003+08:00

First day of school COMPLETELY sux.

Why?

Cos i got switched out of my seat.

Now i like sitting behind Joclyen.

Wish she dun tease me or what.

LOL.

PHOTOS!!!

2008-12-28T07:31:00.027+08:00

HI guys.
haha.
Can you believe it.
I started playing maple again.
And will be playing in a while haha.
And here are some pictures.
Can click on them for a larger picture =).

Lol.
Christmas and there is some dress up party event this time.
So everyone was busy transforming here and there to get some things.
One of the things that ppl want is the ice chair.
I will have a picture of that later.

This is a picture of the transformations.
Lol.
The most common one is the snowman in the picture.
There is a dog and yeti and a box oso.
Bet you all dun know haha.

Some ppl suggested jumping then say CHEESE.
So i decided to try it.
And it worked lol.

See.
See me in the middle?
Lol haha.
Nice rite?

Lol.
And there is a NPC transformation too.
See the girl?
Haha.

what else is there?
The cute dragon Transformation.
The cutest of all.
You can see in the picture.
Try to spot it =).

This is just a mess...

New Transform i saw.
The fur-ball.
Can you all see?

Snowman on top?
Others below.
LOLLOLLOL

Of course some ewwy stuff there oso.

Someone looking for girls with friendster.
EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!

someone was kind enough to transform me into a furball haha.

Now have you all heard of a moneytree?

No?
Here is one.
This was the begining of the moneytree.

I thought of saying "HAPPY MONEY-MAS"
So there it is.
The start of the tree.
15mins later

Haha.
MONEY!!!
Then i went to get the letters.

Not put properly.
But then i picked it up and then tried again.
And then finally...

LOL.
THE MONEY TREE!!!!!

The very final screen shot =)
rox man.

Lol.
The ice chairs.
Also know as "THE FROZEN THRONE" Maple-wide.
Nice rite?

Two cute snowman up there above me.
So CUTE!!!!

Me and a girl.
DUN GET FUNNY IDEAS OK!!!

So close haha...

WOW.
THIS IS JUST...BEAUTIFUL!!!!

Me and my pet =)
Pet dog.
See.
The dog so well behaved...

This was taken in henesys.

THE FIVE THRONES!!!!

Ok.
THATs all for now.
So goodbye all.
Going to maple!!!

2008-12-23T18:34:00.002+08:00

one day after the concert right?
So lets do someone fun.
Erms
I was thinking of post my conversations with all my 2e1 frens on the blog.
Good idea. HAHA
I got the some concert phote also.
But that one nxt time.

So far, I got two conversation only.
Will have more.

The Freak Of Nature 说:
hi charmaine
The Freak Of Nature 说:
=)
♥ Charmaine 说:
hi
♥ Charmaine 说:
hows the concert
The Freak Of Nature 说:
o
The Freak Of Nature 说:
haha
The Freak Of Nature 说:
the pirates
The Freak Of Nature 说:
the first song
The Freak Of Nature 说:
i played
The Freak Of Nature 说:
the ending there
The Freak Of Nature 说:
got a lot of mistake
The Freak Of Nature 说:
but the twins say ok
The Freak Of Nature 说:
dip oso
♥ Charmaine 说:hahahaha
The Freak Of Nature 说:
that one i got nervous
The Freak Of Nature 说:
your trick did not work for that one
The Freak Of Nature 说:
but
♥ Charmaine 说:
aww
The Freak Of Nature 说:
the second one it worked well
♥ Charmaine 说:
hahahahahah!
The Freak Of Nature 说:
haha
♥ Charmaine 说:
HAPPINESS
♥ Charmaine 说:
glad i helped ;_)
♥ Charmaine 说:
*;)
The Freak Of Nature 说:
i was thinking
The Freak Of Nature 说:
that i was playing a song for 2e1
The Freak Of Nature 说:
then ok liao
The Freak Of Nature 说:
haha
♥ Charmaine 说:
hahahaha
♥ Charmaine 说:
Good!
The Freak Of Nature 说:
so funny
The Freak Of Nature 说:
then after that
The Freak Of Nature 说:
even worse
The Freak Of Nature 说:
after i play finish
The Freak Of Nature 说:
everyone wanted to take picture with me
The Freak Of Nature 说:
including the girls
The Freak Of Nature 说:
i feel so weird
♥ Charmaine 说:
HAHAHAH
♥ Charmaine 说:
nto bad uh ^.^
The Freak Of Nature 说:
haha
The Freak Of Nature 说:
i think
The Freak Of Nature 说:
it was becos
The Freak Of Nature 说:
i was wearing the you know
The Freak Of Nature 说:
our band
The Freak Of Nature 说:
the coat
The Freak Of Nature 说:
then look very handsome :D
♥ Charmaine 说:
you mean blazer?
The Freak Of Nature 说:
yea
The Freak Of Nature 说:
haha
The Freak Of Nature 说:
nxt time
The Freak Of Nature 说:
i post the pictures on my blog
♥ Charmaine 说:
hahaha kk
The Freak Of Nature 说:
then you see
♥ Charmaine 说:
i want see
♥ Charmaine 说:
hahaha
♥ Charmaine 说:
:D
The Freak Of Nature 说:
haha
The Freak Of Nature 说:
well
The Freak Of Nature 说:
at least after everything i got to take a picture with the twins and dip
The Freak Of Nature 说:
haha
The Freak Of Nature 说:
but anyway. like that lor
The Freak Of Nature 说:
hey
The Freak Of Nature 说:
i wan to ask you where you get all the quizs from?
♥ Charmaine 说:
hahaha
♥ Charmaine 说:
which quiz?
The Freak Of Nature 说:
all
The Freak Of Nature 说:
the quiz on your blog
♥ Charmaine 说:
some from blogthings.com
The Freak Of Nature 说:
o
The Freak Of Nature 说:
that
♥ Charmaine 说:
some from blogs
The Freak Of Nature 说:
o
The Freak Of Nature 说:
ok
The Freak Of Nature 说:
you wan talk to howard? haha
♥ Charmaine 说:
im talking
♥ Charmaine 说:
haha
The Freak Of Nature 说:
o
The Freak Of Nature 说:
talking to him?
♥ Charmaine 说:
yep
The Freak Of Nature 说:
haha
The Freak Of Nature 说:
o
The Freak Of Nature 说:
can i ask
The Freak Of Nature 说:
your messenger
The Freak Of Nature 说:
is it plus?
♥ Charmaine 说:
yep
The Freak Of Nature 说:
o
The Freak Of Nature 说:
haha
The Freak Of Nature 说:
can i post this whole conversation on my blog haha (ok to say no)
♥ Charmaine 说:
hahahah sure sure
♥ Charmaine 说:
why anw?
The Freak Of Nature 说:
huh?
The Freak Of Nature 说:
anw?
♥ Charmaine 说:
anyway
The Freak Of Nature 说:
lol
The Freak Of Nature 说:
cos my blog
The Freak Of Nature 说:
nothing to post liao haha
♥ Charmaine 说:
hahaha
♥ Charmaine 说:
kk
♥ Charmaine 说:
post the pics la
The Freak Of Nature 说:
i have not got the pics
♥ Charmaine 说:
oo
The Freak Of Nature 说:
anyway
The Freak Of Nature 说:
when i got it
The Freak Of Nature 说:
then i msn you then you go and see lar ok =)?
♥ Charmaine 说:
hahaha kk
The Freak Of Nature 说:
then bye bye
The Freak Of Nature 说:
=)
♥ Charmaine 说:
bb

The Freak Of Nature 说:
hi clement
The Freak Of Nature 说:
are you dotaing?
Cl3MeNt has a Dream 说:
no
Cl3MeNt has a Dream 说:
y?
The Freak Of Nature 说:
haha
The Freak Of Nature 说:
nothing much
The Freak Of Nature 说:
just wan to talk
Cl3MeNt has a Dream 说:
o.0
Cl3MeNt has a Dream 说:
lol
The Freak Of Nature 说:
then record the conversation
Cl3MeNt has a Dream 说:
for?
The Freak Of Nature 说:
for my blog haha nothing to post
The Freak Of Nature 说:
lol
Cl3MeNt has a Dream 说:
lol
The Freak Of Nature 说:
funny
Cl3MeNt has a Dream 说:
later i scold f* F* f*
Cl3MeNt has a Dream 说:
lol
The Freak Of Nature 说:
anything lar
The Freak Of Nature 说:
haha
The Freak Of Nature 说:
anyway
Cl3MeNt has a Dream 说:
lol
Cl3MeNt has a Dream 说:
no la
The Freak Of Nature 说:
you all have cca?
Cl3MeNt has a Dream 说:
jk
Cl3MeNt has a Dream 说:
err..not so sure le
Cl3MeNt has a Dream 说:
maybe school reopen
The Freak Of Nature 说:
WHAT
The Freak Of Nature 说:
lol
The Freak Of Nature 说:
you all breaking lar?
Cl3MeNt has a Dream 说:
lol
Cl3MeNt has a Dream 说:
ya
Cl3MeNt has a Dream 说:
2 weeks
Cl3MeNt has a Dream 说:
u?
The Freak Of Nature 说:
o
The Freak Of Nature 说:
one week only
The Freak Of Nature 说:
=(
The Freak Of Nature 说:
but band is fun
The Freak Of Nature 说:
so it is ok
The Freak Of Nature 说:
haha
Cl3MeNt has a Dream 说:
lol
Cl3MeNt has a Dream 说:
o.0
The Freak Of Nature 说:
???
Cl3MeNt has a Dream 说:
then done ur homework?>
The Freak Of Nature 说:
o
The Freak Of Nature 说:
haha
The Freak Of Nature 说:
nah
The Freak Of Nature 说:
dun plan to do yet
The Freak Of Nature 说:
tomorow
Cl3MeNt has a Dream 说:
o
The Freak Of Nature 说:
after i collected my books
The Freak Of Nature 说:
then i do
The Freak Of Nature 说:
you got scanner?
Cl3MeNt has a Dream 说:
err..
Cl3MeNt has a Dream 说:
think so
The Freak Of Nature 说:
lol
The Freak Of Nature 说:
you very funny lor
The Freak Of Nature 说:
dun know this kind of thing
The Freak Of Nature 说:
anyway
Cl3MeNt has a Dream 说:
lol
Cl3MeNt has a Dream 说:
got la
Cl3MeNt has a Dream 说:
zz
Cl3MeNt has a Dream 说:
where got funny
The Freak Of Nature 说:
you got the chinese paper
The Freak Of Nature 说:
the homework sheet
Cl3MeNt has a Dream 说:
ya
Cl3MeNt has a Dream 说:
don tell me u lost it
The Freak Of Nature 说:
can scanner and then send me
The Freak Of Nature 说:
cos i dun know where i put
The Freak Of Nature 说:
then very lazy find
Cl3MeNt has a Dream 说:
lol
Cl3MeNt has a Dream 说:
tml i send u can?
Cl3MeNt has a Dream 说:
=D
The Freak Of Nature 说:
can
The Freak Of Nature 说:
=)
The Freak Of Nature 说:
YAY
The Freak Of Nature 说:
THREE CHEERS FOR CLEMENT FOR SAVING MY LIFE
The Freak Of Nature 说:
HAHA
Cl3MeNt has a Dream 说:
lol
Cl3MeNt has a Dream 说:
ehh...
Cl3MeNt has a Dream 说:
y u never go bbq
The Freak Of Nature 说:
cos got rehersal for my performance yesterday
The Freak Of Nature 说:
i mean
The Freak Of Nature 说:
that day
Cl3MeNt has a Dream 说:
o
Cl3MeNt has a Dream 说:
i see
Cl3MeNt has a Dream 说:
u going which class ar?
The Freak Of Nature 说:
3e2
The Freak Of Nature 说:
ai
The Freak Of Nature 说:
so sad
The Freak Of Nature 说:
=(
The Freak Of Nature 说:
anyway
The Freak Of Nature 说:
i will pull through lar.
The Freak Of Nature 说:
ok
The Freak Of Nature 说:
i think i nid to go and bath liao
Cl3MeNt has a Dream 说:
lol
The Freak Of Nature 说:
later nid to play combat arms with samuel
Cl3MeNt has a Dream 说:
ok
The Freak Of Nature 说:
=)
Cl3MeNt has a Dream 说:
zzz
Cl3MeNt has a Dream 说:
ok
Cl3MeNt has a Dream 说:
enjoy urself
Cl3MeNt has a Dream 说:
haha
The Freak Of Nature 说:
byebye
Cl3MeNt has a Dream 说:
bb
Cl3MeNt has a Dream 说:
tml then print
Cl3MeNt has a Dream 说:
cya
The Freak Of Nature 说:
ok
The Freak Of Nature 说:
thx
The Freak Of Nature 说:
send me the photocopied one ok ?
The Freak Of Nature 说:
haha
Cl3MeNt has a Dream 说:
ll
Cl3MeNt has a Dream 说:
ok
Cl3MeNt has a Dream 说:
lol
The Freak Of Nature 说:
not the paper
The Freak Of Nature 说:
cya
Cl3MeNt has a Dream 说:
cya
The Freak Of Nature 说:
and thx
Cl3MeNt has a Dream 说:
np

That all at the moment
so. byeybe

2008-12-21T22:36:00.002+08:00

The 101 Post!!!

Hi all.
Thx to all for tagging and yar.
Tmorrow is my concert.
So nervous now lar.
And i got to slp.
So byebye guys.
And wish me luck.
I guess.

THOMAS.
WORRIED FOR TOMORROW.
DUN WAN IT TO COME.

2008-12-20T19:30:00.002+08:00

Hi all.
Now thx for all the ppl for taggin.
And well.
My concert it is two days away.
And i am now going to practice i guess.
And i have a few new games that i can play.
So wonderful.
And it is from my piano cher. =O
So funny.
Anyway, anyone wan to go now can just call my house number to tell me or sms me.
Thx for coming i guess.
Thx to Rieska and Diana and Dip.
THXTHXTHX.
So bye ppl i have to go and practice my piano so that i will not break down.
So bye yea.
I will post nxt time.

2008-12-11T22:42:00.004+08:00

So late i posting....
Hi all.
Erms thx for all the tags i guess.
i think i will thank wen qi for telling me to post something nice.
Cos that made me go on a quest for quiz.
And then again i am now ripping this one from charmaine's blog.
Thx Charmaine!!!
Hope you dun mind me always ripping from your blog.

1) Last night, did you go to sleep happy?
Erms yes. After dreaming myself in a pool of PSP. =.=”

2) Who was the last person you changed in front of?
Er. Dun remember. I dun go and remember all this stuffs

3) Anyone told you a secret this week?
Yes.

4) What color are your nails?
The natural colour.

5) What are you excited for?
I dun know. The day I can get a PSP I guess?

6) What was the last thing that you bought?
I bought myself a haircut yesterday. Counts right?

7) What are you listening to?
Something on radio.

8) When was the last time you took a picture with your number 3 friend?
Number 3 fren? Erms let me go through the very long list
...............................................................................................
...............................................................................................
Dun rmb. Maybe the class photo

9) Ever kissed your number 5 friend on your top?
No

10) Do you hate anyone?
No not now

11) What was the last secret you told someone?
Something XDD

12) Have you ever dyed your hair?
No and NEVER

13) Any tattoos or piercings?
no AND NEVER

14) Where was the last place you drove to?
I dun know. I dun drive

15) Do you have a good relationship with your mother?
no D=

16) Is there anything you're not looking forward to?
Yes.. Nxt year

17) What was the last thing you lost?
My thumbdrive =(

18) Have you ever told someone you love them?
Erms yea….. =D dun ask who ppl

19) Do you continue fighting in an argument even though you're wrong?
No unless I am angry. That is 50% of the time. Haha.

20) What do you want in your life right now?
To play something that I will enjoy and nvr stop

21) Is there anyone that calls you baby?
dun know. In primary school I was a cry baby. Haha. Lol so funny

22) In the next 4 months what are you looking forward to the most?
Xmas of course and the day school reopens cos it is a fri

23) Who was the last person you got into a fight with?
Erms I dun know. Daddy?

24) When was the last time you went to the beach?
Dun know.
Last holi

25) Who knows a secret about you?
Some ppl. I not telling. Private and confidential.

26) Whats one song you can listen to and it will never get old?
Money Honey by State of Shock

27) Have any crazy family members?
Erms. No.

28) What did you do yesterday?
Practice piano in the morning then afternoon at aunt house play combats arms and then go cut hair then play combat arms again then got owned by Yx and Samuel cos they 2vs1 me.
But it is fun. Good practice. The score was not very good. 79 – 140

29) Who's the next person you'll have a sleepover with?
Dun know. Maybe one top 10 frens maybe?

30) Do you like dressing up?
no

31) What is the nearest book to you?
Animorphs series 13… LOL

32) What will you buy next?
PSP maybe

33) Are you bored?
YES

34) What are you wearing?
shirt short and yea that’s it. And of course an underwear =.=”

35) When was the last time you went swimming?
3 weeks ago in Malaysia. THAT WAS FUN.

36) What's your favorite Gatorade?
Dun know what is that

37) How tall are you?
173cm

38) Have you ever worn anything borrowed from the opposite sex?
erms. I guess yes. I borrowed a jacket from someone years ago

39) Can you sleep in jeans?
No

40) Who do you trust?
So ppl

41) What was the last thing you laughed really hard at?
A lame joke

42) Wheres your bestfriend?
Slping and the other in Malaysia.

43) Do you trust people easily?
no

44) Where do you want to be right now?
I wan to have a ride on the A380. yea.

45) Have you ever had a sleepover with the opposite sex?
Yea. In fact a lot of times. -_________-

46) Who was last to cook for you?
My Maid

47) Will you ever hug the last person you hugged again?
Yes.

48 ) Have you lost any friends this year?
Dun know.

Finish.
And good nite.
I have a performance to go to.
And i will change this skin very soon.
So yea.
Ok
BAND ROCKS
bye ppl

2008-11-30T14:45:00.003+08:00

Hi people =)
I know.
Very long did not post.
Here to post now.
Anyway, i know that my parents sucks....

Enough of that.
Seems that so many things have ripped my holiday apart.
Into thousand of pieces that i could hardly piece them together again.
My parents... they suck.
They scold and nag that i am not doing any homework.
And i really am angry because everyone can watch TV at least.
But i cannot even do that at home.
I am only free at my aunt's house.
So dam said.

But that is not only the only thing.
See, i am down for something called the Advance Drill Course.
And there is a pre course training.
And everyone that is going through this with me are telling me "Thomas DUN go for the course lar. We will tease you one."
Not only that.
Sometimes i hear ppl tell me " Thomas you cannot make it one lar. So dun try."
WHAT?
I mean yes i may be weaker then anyone.
But i know i can do it.
Why dun they just understand that?
And what i have in band is horrifying sometimes.
Everyone seems to hate me.
And Mr Chew want me to be the nxt Student Conductor.
Dun know what is going to happen nxt year.
I mean... Should i just quit?
But i can't quit...
There is no way out of this.
Sometimes i really want to just sit down in one corner and just cry.
I just feel that bad.
And i dun fake sick.
Now that i am sick, i dun know if i can go for my Band Camp.
Then everyone is going to say "Thomas is faking sick"
I hate that, but i will just tolerate it.
I dun want to blow up again.
I dun wan to blow up ever again.
NOT EVEN ONCE.
i wan to change that.
I dun want to blow up again.
*cry*
I really wan to change.
But no one in band sees that.
*cry*
I had suffered three full years of band and school in primary school.
And i dun wan that again.
I want that to go completely.
*cry*
*cry*
*cry*
What have i done so wrong to get all this horrible suffering?

Hate my life... Just want to die...

My classmates

2008-11-06T09:25:00.003+08:00

OK.
So here it is....

This is very random.
So there is not difference if you come first or what.
Depends on who i rmb first.
So here i go.
By the way, the ppl here are all in my class 2e1'08

Let's start with the ppl who had given me the most help in those two years and my best frens or maybe my ONLY true frens ever. And then the rest.

Charmaine
The person who helped me a lot. Yea. it is her. Whatever she said had help me change from the person i was last year till the person i am this year. Yep. Charmaine...THANKS A LOT!!! I will nvr forget you for all that you have helped me for. In all ways you have helped me a lot. Be it talking to me on MSN LIVE, or talking to me normally in school. Thx again. xD. One more thing. If you are reading this, sorry for everything that i did that offended you. I hope you could accept my apology.

Samuel
Yep. He helped me in some way. I dun really know how to explain it, but he have. In fact, he is the one who does listen to me without saying anything. He was one of the most encouraging person in my life too. He is also the only person who i had talked to 2hrs on the phone. Haha. lol. Just one of my wishes now. That we will be best friends forever.

Josiah
Josiah. Yea. He is one great fren to have. Although it is true that he is horny. But it does not mean that he is all that bad and that he cannot be a good fren and helpful fren to have. In fact, he is the one of my only true frens i had ever had in my life. He is really helpful in the sense that if you feel very down and want someone to talk to, you can talk to him. he nvr fails to cheer me up. Yep, not even once. haha. Thz jojo =D... Hope we are frens forever!!!

Yan Teik
Yan teik...... Yes you have helped me before, but sometimes... i dun know how to... to talk to you. Its like wasting my breath sometimes talking to you. But overall, you are still a fren i would like to keep. At least until the end of secondary life...

Howard
What to say about you? well, you had given me advise before on who to be fren with and who not to, but i did not listen... Well, he did help me a bit, and i will thank him for it. THZ HOWARD!!!

Iggy
LOL. Our class monitor. Tall and nice and pretty helpful. Although no one actually listen to him when he said that they should stop bullying me. But at least he tried to help, not like someone...
THZ...

Dania
Hi Dania! I hope i spelled it correct this time. Well you had helped me some way or the other. And also be my buddy for D&T. Anyway, thx for that. =D

That all i can remember now, i will complete this sometime soon. dun worry. your name will be there.

19-nov-09 12:47pm
Lol... Hi again.
So let me continue.

Pesdy
Ai... all the trouble you have given me in 1e1 was horrible. You messed me up totally when you brought back my primary school nightmares from Suman... You completely RUINED my plan to change myself into a better person. Really very sry to say this, but i hate you... YES HATE you for what you have done. But i am very grateful that you did not tease me or bully me that much this year... Altough that very incident in the middle of the year about the blog did blew me up very violently, but that was really my fault... Anyway, Thx for bullying me i guess. I managed to change for the better after manging to ignore you.

Yao Xing
You always take my things right? And your timing is always perfect. U would almost always blow me up... But it is good that we could still play games with you... So thx?

I am going to watch Prince Caspian now... The DVD...
SO bye for now....

2008-11-05T20:08:00.002+08:00

Hi guys.
I have a post coming up soon.
It will be about the whole class lar.
LOL.
And it will be the post before this one that you are reading now.
It will also be classified in my new box that will say "long posts".
Anyway, that will be tomorrow.
So nvm about that first.

About today:
Went to watch High School Musical three at west mall today haha.
With Samuel and Yao Xing.
So sad lor jojo cannot come.
And i must say that it was a very fun day today.
Although the waiting part was very retard for me.
Cos those guys were 30mins late =.=
Anyway, I also went to the library before that.
So it was ok.
I did not wait for that long.
But i was bored lar.
Nothing to do.
Just walking up and down the whole of west mall.
lol.
So they came(finally).
We went to buy the movie tickets, and then went to the arcade TIME-ZONE to play.
It was fun lar.
But i did not play much.(cos i dun wan. not anything else)
And then there was the movie.
The nicest one of the 3 HSM shows/movie.
The ending was just......just......... FABULOUS
lol......Sharpay and her FABULOUS
............................
Anyway, after that, we went to the arcade again.
Haha.
It was fun there.
....
Then i just reached home around half an hour ago.
Lol.
Anyway, that was my day.
Better then staying at home playing computer.
So much more fun.
ok.
BYE FOR NOW

2008-11-04T19:55:00.005+08:00

Hi guys.
LOL.
Sigh.
Life now a days so sucky.
Just cried last saturady.
Not anyone's fault lar.
To think that i had three years of torture in Primary school and then come into Secondary school to suffer more.
WHY?!
But anyway, it is only one week past into the holidays and i am already starting to miss my classmates.
Ai. How?
So i decided to try to do something like what Charmaine did.
Something like that.
To talk a bit on the ppl i remember.
So i will start now.

It will be posted on a seperate post i decided soon.

bye for now...

2008-10-25T19:54:00.001+08:00

HI ppl.
Got the subject combination liao.
So sucky lar.
Got into the same clas as jocelyn tan.
I sure hope that she dun bully me...correction-tease me nxt year.
Cos i really wan to ace my subjects nxt year.
At least ms lim did say that i had improved.
I did not expect that from her.
But, yea she did say that.
So i guess i am better.
And she said i am cute. WTF!!!!
I was nver cute.
Anyway, Thats all i have to say.
I will update this properly nxt time ok?
I going to play now.
Bye for now.

And thx to all those ppl who visited me.

2008-10-14T21:49:00.001+08:00

I know...
The previous post not done..
no mood to post now la.
Got very bad score for my geo.
Dun wan to talk now.
Bye.

2008-10-13T20:23:00.003+08:00

Finally!!!
Hi everyone.....
Exams are over....
Band starts tomorrow....
Subject combination form is in.....
Now i am playing computer more....
But important...
NEVER EVER OVERPLAY PEOPLE....
You will have to suffer the consquences later...
And i promise you that they are NOT nice...
Although for some ppl like Ying Xiang can play and still get good score...
HAHA...
And i am listening to radio...

Radio update
Time now:8.30pm
Song: Disturbia.... NICE song...

And i will be posting the TOP TWENTY SONGS ON MY BLOG TOO...

Ok... on with the exam updates....
Gotten back my English paper today...
It was good to me...
ONe simple reason.
It was better then i expected.
The summary was great.
I got 19/25
So high.
The compre was 14/25
Low but good for me...
Overall if i get that one mark would be 19/25+14/25+1/25=34/50
SO GREAT!!!!!
ROX MAN!!!
And i won a lot of ppl =)
SO i not that noob at studies ok?

Song now
New this week...on 98.7FM
Dun know the name...
Time is 8.35pm-8.28pm in between lar...

Now is Maths paper 2
That was bad...
Got 33/50...
So sucky.
WAAAAA
And so MANY careless mistakes lar...
I have to pay more attention
But now too late liao lor. =,(
WAAA

NVM dun care

Science was worse.
Got an IDIOTIC score of 58.5/100
I thought the thing is ok.
But it turned out so #$!@#! bad..
SON OF A B%#$H MAN THAT PAPER..
At least i was not the last...
AII...

13 Oct 2008 TO 19 Oct 2008 Top Twenty Chart
No.1
DISTURBIA by RIHANNA UNIVERSAL
no. 4 last week
7 weeks on the charts(wow)

No.2
ONE STEP AT A TIME by JORDIN SPARKS
No.1 last week..
Ai.
Sad for her la.
Only one week on the top
8 weeks on the charts(Not bad)

No.3
And no.3 last week too-
THIS IS ME by DEMI LOVATO & JOE JONAS UNIVERSAL
6 weeks on the charts

No.4
A huge jump here from 10 to 4...
Presenting...
CRUSH by DAVID ARCHULETA
4 weeks on the charts

No.5
HANDLEBARS by FLOBOT
No.9 last week
4 weeks on the charts

No. 6
WHOA AH! (ME VS EVERYONE) By FOREVER THE SICKEST KIDS
last week is no. 11
8 weeks on the charts

no.7
No. 7 last week
THUNDER by BOYS LIKE GIRLS
5 weeks on the charts...
This is a nice song.
So sad lar not top three

No. 8
No.11 last week
CHECK YES JULIET (RUN BABY RUN) by WE THE KINGS
3 weeks on the charts

no. 9
No. 5 last week..
Oh.
A drop?
=.=
HOW I COULD JUST KILL A MAN by CHARLOTTE SOMETIMES
7 weeks on the charts

no. 10
15 was its place last week
THE MAN WHO CAN'T BE MOVED by THE SCRIPT
3 weeks on the charts

no. 11
No. 6 last week
TEENAGE LOVE AFFAIR by ALICIA KEYS
She dropped again lol
10 weeks on the charts

The rest are not in order yet.
I do them nxt time.
Got to sleep.

12
16
SO WHAT
PINK
SONY BMG
3
13
18
MAKE SOME NOISE
KRYSTAL MEYERS
SONY BMG
2
14
8
THE BEST DAMN THING
AVRIL LAVIGNE
SONY BMG
8
15
19
IN THE AYER
FLO RIDA FEATURING WILL.I.AM
WARNER MUSIC
2
16
12
BUST IT BABY (PART 2)
PLIES FEATURING NE-YO
WARNER MUSIC
6
17
-
I'LL BE LOVIN' U LONG TIME
MARIAH CAREY FEATURING T.I.
UNIVERSAL
1
18
20
SHUT UP AND LET ME GO
THE TING TINGS
SONY BMG
2
19
-
WHAT ABOUT NOW
DAUGHTRY
SONY BMG
1
20
-
LOLLI LOLLI (POP THAT BODY)
THREE 6 MAFIA FEATURING PROJECT PAT & SUPER D
SONY BMG

2008-09-23T21:16:00.003+08:00

HI haha.
I am still posting.....
But i am going to stop myself from posting now.
And i finally know the meaning of hiatus.
Whatever haha.
So i guess i would be going on a hiatus until the end of exams i guess.
More of my Freak of Nature arts next time.....
Bye...
Got to do the @#%&ing art prep.
the cher got to sign tomorrow...
whatever.
BYEEEEEE!!!!

2008-09-21T16:51:00.002+08:00

Found time to post!!!

Just here to paste a picture?

haha.

Sorry for the poor quality.

But. still a picture.

The new me =.="

The freak of nature......

LAME.

Good luck everyone anyway....

For the exams.

At least i am prepared for tomorrow.

...........

2008-09-19T16:37:00.001+08:00

Hi ppl.
Just a little about today.
Lost to sheng yi for chinese chess.
But nvr mind.
It is ok.

Not posting until exams over ok?
But pls tag.
Visit me more.
Thx.

2008-09-16T21:26:00.003+08:00

What a day!!!!
So dammed.
At least got some good things.
So, this was my "wonderful" day.

Started off something like bad?
So i got to school and the first thing i wanted was to see certain ppl.
But that wasn't that bad.
So then come recess.
And guess what.
Ashwini asked me to lend her my markers.
So fine.
I did.
And she started drawing on the board?
Drawing about iggy.
So i saw that and decided to participate.
And i drew on the board.
Yep.
Then Mr Timothy Tan saw it and i of course said i did not draw at first.
Then i told the truth.
So me and ashwini and dip and amirah suppose to see him after lesson.
But we did not.
=.="
He also did not say after thing.
Geography went well.
Then dun know why i had the crazy idea of scaring Ms Tay.
Maybe i am a little crazy myself?
And i had to stand outside the classroom for a period.
A maths period.
And after that Ms Tay was talking to me outside.
I almost cried.
But don try asking me why.
Cos i will only tell three people.
Josiah, Samuel and Yan Teik.
No one else.

After school.....at home.
half an hour ago, i had to argue with my parents to get access to the computer.
Dont know what wrong with my mum.
Maybe she is a little crazy.
When i study for about an hour, she say that i study for only 45mins.
WHAT THE HELL??????????
And my father always say that my results sux.
Nvr once did he say it is good.
SO "encouraging" to his son.
HATE MY PARENTS!!!
HATE THEM!!!
Yes, no doubt they were good to me b4.
But..............................
i dont know.
Sometomes i just want to cry out loud.
I dont care where.
I just want to cry.
Cry it all out.
To relief me of my stressfulness.
........................................
Ai!!!!

2008-09-14T19:06:00.002+08:00

Had a VERY VERY suckish day.
And i am talking about it.
had a fishing morning.
No one at home.
dam BORED!!!
Nvm.
And now that my mum knows that i use her phone to send message to muttons till midnight, she dun let me send.
Wanted so badly to request Happy Birthday by Click Five for Diana and Rieska on thier birthday.
Wanted to say a big thnak you to Diana for being my D&T parter.
Now i dun know if i can request for her.
..............
WHY ARE MY PARENTS LIKE THIS???????

Sigh.
Bye

2008-09-13T19:35:00.003+08:00

Suckish Day.
Dun want to talk about it.
Just logging in to change the song.
Hope you like it.

2008-09-12T16:38:00.004+08:00

Hi people.
Today was ok.

But before i continue to crap about my "wonderful" , here is a quiz from charmaine's friend. Name 20 people you can think of right now randomly.Don't read the qns till you named the 20 people.At the end of this, choose 5 ppl to do this.Let's arrange randomly.

1.Josiah
2.Samuel
3.Yao Xing
4.Suman
5.Charmaine
6.Howard
7.Ruixin
8.Alif
9.Iggy
10.Chermaine
11.Ruen
12.Kian Hong
13.Marcus
14.Yan Teik
15.Diana
16.Rieska
17.Qi hong
18.Johnathan
19.Jia Ren
20.Wilson

Q: How did u meet 14 and 1?
Got into the sam class?
Q: What if 9 and 20 goes for a date?
They not gay so dont think abot it.
Q: What if 6 and 17 go on a date?
Disaster.Cos they are not gays
Q: Describe 3?
Dun wan to.
Q: Is 8 attractive?
NO. I should not answer that. i not gay.
Q: Describe 7.
Hard working.
Then dun know liao.
Q: Know of any 12's family?
Nop
Q: What will you do if 18 confesses to you that he/she likes you?
I will faint. and die?
Q: What language does 15 speak?
English and Malay.
Q: Who is 9 going out with?
Not sure
Q: How old is 16?!
13 years and 363 days old
Q: When is the last time you spoke to 13?
Today
Q: Who is 2 fave band/singer?
I duno.
Q: You ever date 4?
Nop,i'm not gay.
Q: Is 19 single?
Dun know. maybe yes maybe no
Q: What's 10 last name?
ong
Q: Would you ever be in a relationship with 11?
No
Q: Primary school of 3?
I dunno

There. There is the quiz.
And i am not tagging anyone to do this.
So.
Got my VERY belated birthday bash yesterday.
Right.
I almost died.
But i am alive.
And for all those who gave me that.................
thank you for the NOT SO WONDERFUL birthday bash.
That my third gift for my birthday.
Remember.
It is NOT FUN AT ALL.

And today was.............fun?
Got a test today.
Did not really suck that much.
Hope i pass.
And i am removing the test column.
The results stays though.
Bye.
That all for now.

Going to nap.

2008-09-10T15:52:00.002+08:00

Toay was a suckish day.
Felt sick whole morning.
Maybe it is because of yesterday.
More then likely that that is true.

Locked out of yao xing's huse by people.
Nvm that was already making me angry enough.
Then on the way home, i took wrong bus.
So then i got to walk home.
So dam angry.

dun wan to say anymore.
Had a bad day.

2008-09-05T20:08:00.002+08:00

Today was just a typical band day as usual.
So there was the practice in the morning.
haha.
that was funny.
Cause i skipped 2/3 of the morning practice.
Where was I?
I was helping Samuel time his test.
And i end up lying down in front of him and staring at him as he did the test.
Cause Miss Lim had some stock check for the Chinese orchestra.
So there i was lying down on the table looking at samuel.
.............................................
I think i did not care about what he did to me.
So he ended up drawing my hand.
And i did not notice it.
Well...i did actually.
I just did not care.
So now the ink cannot come off.
I outlined what he draw.
So i guess that would take some time to come off?

So there was the afternoon practice of the Singapore NCC Command Band Swiss Winds.
Haha.
Lets see what will happen now.
Anyway.
Afternoon practice was fun.
And band practices are getting much better then last time.
Much less scolding.
Anyway.

Bye
Thats all for today.

2008-09-04T14:17:00.005+08:00

HI people!!!
Haha.
So i was at Samuel's house yesterday?
Haha.
I was at his house doing dun know what.
So he was doing my tuition homework.
And i was playing his piano for a while.
Then i was watching TV.
haha.
And then so many things start to happen.
But i will say no more.

Anyway, today was a little suckish in the morning.
...................................
There was the tuition that i nid to attend.
Anyway, i ripped this from Charmaine's blog, since she ripped it from someone else too.
Haha.

1. Who sits behind you in MATH?
erms, Amirah?
2. Last text you received on your mobile?
“Not that sure”-Samuel
3. When will your next kiss be?
Dun know.
4. What song are you listening to?
Nothing at the moment
5. Who does it remind you of?
Nothing?
6. Last movie you watched?
I think it is Ironman
7. Which of your friends lives closest to you?
Not very sure
8. What CD is in your stereo?
I have so many CDs. But all my father one.
9. Has a friendship ended recently that you wish hadn't?
No
10. What did you do last night?
Listen to 98.7 FM? Talked to Samuel via SMS? Do my tuition hw.
11. When you're home alone, do you still close the door when you shower?
yea.
12. Do you wear contacts or glasses?
Glasses. I dun know if I should where contacts -.-“
13. Last person you ditched class with
??????
14. Do you like your music loud or at a reasonable level?
Um, at a reasonable level
15. Are you a beach person or a snowy mountain person?
None
16. Who was the last person to call you?
Josiah
17. What annoys you the most?
Quite a lot of stuff.
18. When do you prefer to take a shower, morning or night?
Anything is fine
19. Next vacation you're going on?
Dun know. So long ago since I was on vacation.
20. Do you play any instrument?
Yes. Piano, and flute. Both instrument ROX =D
21. Can you watch scary movies?
no I dun think so. I think i would be scream my lungs out. =D
22. Do you want any piercings?
NO AND NEVER
24. Would you rather stay home all day, or be out and about?
Be out and about…having fun with friends haha lol!
25. Look out the window what do you see?
Buildings and the sky and the trees.
26. What are your nicknames?
Tom? Tommy? Thomass(haha this one is weird)?
27. Last time you went to the mall?
Monday. Westmall to buy something for Diana and my D&T project
28. Who last im'd you?
????????????
29. What kind of music do you like?
Not very sure. So long as nice then can liao
31. Ever snuck outta the house?
No
32. What color underwear are you wearing?
Not going to tell you all.
33. Last thing you purchased?
The wire for the D&T project.
34. Last person you kissed?
Forget haha.
35. Plans for tonight?
Tonight? Listening to radio, talking to Samuel, and doing some retarded Maths hw(hopefully?).
36. do people ever spell your name wrong?
Yep. Some ppl spelled it Tomas last time =(
38. Are you watching tv?
No. Watching computer
39. Where would you like to live?
A place where I can enjoy life. With all my friends that I like as friends. Then have fun everyday. =))
40. Last time you spent the night at someone's house?
erms. Dun know lar.
41. When was the last time you were extremely disappointed?
My 14th birthday
42. Do moochers annoy you?
???what???
43. What's your worst habit?
erm? I dun know. Someone tell me???
44. Is there anyone you regret ever meeting?
Yes.
45. On the opposite sex where do you like them to have piercings?
dunnoe
46. Would you rather have roommates or live alone?
Roommates! Then have someone to talk to.
47. If you found out that you were going to have a baby, what would you do?
I am a male so dun nid to warry about this question.
48. Have you ever made someone sooo mad that they broke something?
Yes maybe? Me?
49. Have you done anything illegal?
Um. I dun really know you know? Yes maybe downloading songs? And maybe breaking school rules? Nothing big. Something that happens to everyone?
50. Do you have a crush on someone?
Maybe? Not going to tell you all. ^^

End of the quiz haha.
It is pretty long.
So it is very ok if you all dun read it.
......................................................
And this is going to get longer.

1.Would you date someone taller then you?
Well, no.
2. When was the last time something bothered you?
Just now. Someone was prank calling me.
3. What would you do if your ex showed up at your door?
erms. I will not answer that. Let it happen first.
4. What are you watching?
I'm watching me typing.
5. What do you think of this person you took this from?
dun know. Erms. She is a great person to know. Very normal and very happy and stress free?
6. Where was your default picture taken?
Which one?
7. Who was your last text from?
Samuel
8. What's the most interesting thing that you did today?
Erms. Blog?
9. What's your favorite number?my favourite number? I think it is 6
10. Are you single?
Yep. Duh! I am only 14. so i dun want anyone yet.
11. What is your current mood?
Bored? Cause I am typing and once I shut down, I am going to do my science notes
12. Last people you hung out with?
Erm. Samuel? Only a while though. At west mall on Monday when we went to buy the wire.
13. What sports do you enjoy playing?
Golf?
14. Whose a non family member you trust the most?
Samuel, Ka Hang, Josiah maybe?
15. What's your definition of life?
Difficult qn. Dun know? =D
16. What was the highlight of your week?
Meet up with Diana and Rieska and Samuel and nothing else?
17. Would you date someone who was a bad kisser?
Ughhhh, dun know?
18. Who would be the first to know if you became a parent?
dun know. My parents and my best friends I guess?
24. What's the last thing someone said to you?
“Come and have your lunch”-Mum
25. Whose phone call do you always expect?
Josiah and Samuel and prank calls? Haha.
26. Do you like cuddling?
dun know maybe
27. Who/what do you hate/dislike currently?
Currently hate parents?
28. Anyone whose seen you at your worst and still said your beautiful?
I am not beautiful you know?
29. Would you ever cheat on your boyfriend/girlfriend?
NO AND NEVER.
30. Would you ever date a friends ex?
----------------------
31. Can you name 5 people in your mind now?
Samuel, Josiah, the person who prank call me, the person I love(haha not telling you all) ,Charmaine(ripped it from her so got to think of what she would say right?)
32. What is the last thing you thought about?
Blogging.
33. Anything special abt your birthday?
No. no one celebrated for me anyway. And I only received one birthday gift. And 13 people wished me happy birthday only.
35. How do you feel about yourself right now?
Happy?
36. Do you miss anyone?
Yes. The class. And band. They rock!!!
37. What do you miss most about the past?
My freedom of the computer.
38.What do you wanna do so badly now?
A miracle to happen so that I can pass my exams.

There is another quiz.
From charmaine too.
An the last one from charmaine

1.You have 10 dollars and need to buy snacks at a gas station.
Chocolate
2. If you were reincarnated as a sea animal, what would you want to be?
Some sea animal that is not killed for food.
3. Who's your favorite redhead?
???? what a red head?
4. What do you order when youre at IHOP? IHOP is..?
5. Last book you read?
Something i guess? Cannot remember liao
6. Describe your mood.
Bored
7. Describe the last time you were injured?
I was badly crushed by Samuel yesterday. My arm hurts now. Very minior.
8. Of all your friends, who would you want to be stuck in a well with?
I dun know. Maybe the person I love? Or my best friend?
9. Rock concert or symphony?
Symphony
10. What is the wallpaper of your cell phone?
Worms 3D
11. Favorite Soda?
dun know
12. What type of shirt are you wearing?
I am not very sure. Can wear then can liao
13. If you could only use one form of transportation:
Car
14. Most recent movie you have watched in theatres?
Ironman?
15. Name an actor/actress/singer you have had the hots (LOL) for.
dun know
16. Whats your favorite kind of cake?
Chocolate cake?
17. What did you have for dinner last night?
Rice and something vegetaren
18. Look to your left, what do you see?
The wall. -.-
19. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off?
No
20. Favorite toy as a child?
Thomas the Tank engine
21. Do you buy your own groceries?
Nah :D
22. Do you think people talk about you behind your back?
Duh
23. Whens the last time you had gummy worms?
That was so long ago. Two years?
24. Whats your favorite fruit?
Grapes and Mango
25. Do you have a picture of yourself doing a cartwheel?
Nah. Dont think i can do haha!
26. Do you like running long distances?
Yes.
27. Have you ever eaten snow?
yes. Tastes weird. Tastes like water I guess.
28. What color are your bedsheets?
Blue and red and green and white and yellow and many more.
29. Whats your favorite flower?
dun know
30. Do you do ballet?
NO AND NEVER
31. Do you listen to classical music?
Sometimes
32. What is the 1st TV Theme song that pops in your head?
Spongebob Squarepants!
33. Do you watch Spongebob?
Yes
34. What temperature is it outside right now?
dun know.
35. Do people consider you smart?
Nah
36. How many piercings do you have?
NONE AND I WILL NEVER HAVE ANY
37. Are you signed on AIM?
No
38. Have you ever tried gluing your fingers together? Yes.
39 How do you feel about your family?
Not sure. I dun think I love my family.
40. Do you have an iPod?
no
41. What time do you go to bed?
Depends ON what going to happen the next day.
42. What CD is currently in your CD player?
Nothing
43. What movie do you know every line to?
None
44. What is your favorite salad dressing?
I dont like salad so not giving an answer. This is an answer though -____-
45. What do you want for Christmas this year?
erms anything.
46. What family member/friend lives the farthest from you?
My mother’s aunt(yes I think she is still alive :o), in Malaysia
Friend………………I dun know.
47. Do you like hugs?
Yep when I am very very sad.
48. Last time you had butterflies in your stomach?
Before a concert
49. Whats the way people most often mispronounce any part of your name?
Thomas is the way it is
Many people pronounce as Tom-ass -.-
50. Last person you hugged?
Someone. That was yesterday

There. three quiz. haha.
Ok.
Thats all. bye for now.

2008-09-01T20:54:00.003+08:00

HI ppl.
I know i long time nvr post liao.=)
Busy with the tests that i completely blew.
Anyway, i will try to give a summary abot wat happened.

Starting with 19 of aug:
Can't really remember a lot.
Anyway, that day was a great band prac.

20 aug:
It must have been terrifying for the class.
Mr Tan(sci teacher) told the class that he almost had a heart attack when he marked our science paper.
Said that the first question of the science paper was a mess.
A lot of ppl got it wrong.
So he spent the next half an hour going through how the heart works(the first qn)
But he did not give us back the paper.

Also today was the HORRIBLE EL test.
I completed the paper, but i dun know how well i scored.
I dun dare to find out.

23 aug:
I think i started feeling sick again on this day.
Anyway, i still went for band.
Cause i was feeling completely OK.

24 aug:
Sick finally and again.
So i was having a sore throat?
So nvm.
Monday got class.
So i tried to got well.

25 aug:
Not good.
Did not want to go to school.
But still went.
No more public speaking thankfully.
So i went to me aunt hse to sleep.
End up playing computer.
zzzzzzzzzzzzz........................

26 aug:
sick horribly.
But there are tests today, so i got to go to school.
There was the chinese test that i did not study,
and the literature test that i did not prepare.
So i did go to school and then i skipped band cause i was so dizzy.
Went home immediately.
Then my aunt cooked lunch for me.
But i reach home and then slept on the sofa for the next one hour.
So forgot about lunch.
Haha.

28 aug:
Managed to complete the lit test.
HAHA.

29 aug:
Teachers' day celebrating.
So i was with the cheer group.
Charmaine told me to stand in front, cause i am only boy.
Must be i think.
I dun know for sure, but i think so.
Then after everything, the performance by the various people in class, there was food.
So the food is all home-made.
And one thing, it was nice.
Very nice.
Then the celebration end liao.
I went back to primary school.
Then wasted two hours there.
Forgot to mention that i was ok by that day.
Then i ate chocolate and got sick again.
But that was a completely different story.

Anyway, so much for the horrible last day of school.
At least today was fun.
Diana and Rieska came to my aunt house today.
Cos Diana and i had to finish up the D&T Project.
Then Samuel came.
Of course, the two of us together means a lot of hitting.
So after i finished the D&T project, Diana and Rieska went off first.
Then i am Samuel played the Star Wars:Empire at War together.
So much hitting when we were playing.
It was like he hit me and then i hit him.
It was nvr ending until at 6:30pm he said he got to go.
Haha.
So that was the end of my wonderful day.
Then tomorrow got band.
WOWWW!!!

Final statement.
I LOVE band.
And my section(LOL).
So i am going to go band unless i am very sick.
OK.
Good night people.
I going to sleep soon.

Bye

2008-08-16T19:45:00.003+08:00

Hi ppl.
Today was a long day.
We had Band prac in the morning.
Then there is a performance in the afternoon.
And once again, i am a helper.
In fact, i am very happy to help.
Cos i like to listen to the band.
Then we started on some new songs today.
I am to keep that a serect.
Wat else did we do?
.........
dun know.
Anyway, i am playing now so bye.

2008-08-14T17:02:00.002+08:00

Hi people.
Actually i wanted to post on Tuesday.
Cos i had something to say about that day.
But nvm about that.
I dun want to say liao.
Anyway, today was not a very good day also.
There was the maths test which we got back today.
What i scored for the test?
18.5 that was so bad lor.
Even Yan Teik win me.
Nvm la.
Anyway tomorrow got a geo test.
Got to study.
What a suckish week i have.
Saturday got performance also.
No.1 uniform too.
And i dun even know where my top is.
I have to find it today.
then there is uniform check.
Sigh.
And such a thing happened today.
Anyway, bye.

2008-08-11T07:18:00.024+08:00

Hi Ppl!!
Guess what, i went on the southern bridges lsat saturday.
But i did not walk the whole thing.
Only walked from Henderson Waves to Hortpark
Tell you all why later.
Anyway, i took pictures.
Around 65 of them there.

Enough of the summary.
So, this is my first picture.

Haha.
When we got there, there was not parking lot.
Left this lot which is reserved for handcapped drivers.
So sad.

This picture is my cousin.
haha. She is VERY FAT. and Short
But she always say that round is still a shape.
So she got the shape.
LOL!!!

A rough picture of the ppl i went with.
Not much ppl here.
Only can see my two cousins.
Zu Shaun(i dun really know if that is correct) and Zhen Zhou.
Samuel chua, you will know who he is haha.
The next picture is a picture of the Henderson Waves.

This is a description of the Bridge:
At 36 metres above the Henderson Road, the henderson waves is the highest pedestrian brigde in Singapore. It was built to conect Mount Faber park to Telok Blangah Hill Park.
The brigde has a uniqiue wave-form made up of seven undulating curved stell "ribs" that alternately rise over and under its deck. The curved "ribs" form alcovers that function as shelters withe seats within.
Slats of yellow balau wood, an all-weather timber found in South-East Asia, are used in the decking. Look out for carvings on the slats marking the height you are at on various points along the bridge.
The wave-forms will be lit with attractive LED light from 7pm to 2am daily, giving the bridge an illuminative glow.

That was the desrciption.
pretty long right?

This was my first picture of the bridge.
You can see from here that there are five waves here.

A picture of just one wave. looks nice right?

This is a picture of one of the "shelters"
you can see ppl laying down here and a whole lot of ppl walking

There is a picture of the ppl i went will plus two extras.
Dun know why they are there also.
So we went there with two old ppl(my grandparents)
And two very young children.
that is y we cannot walk too much.
Those ppl would most likely get killed!!!

My cousin.
She is just 2years old.
Cute right?!!

Zhen Zhou looking at nothing!!!
Then i took a picture of him.

This picture is the full thing.
I am not inside cos i am taking the photo.
My mum i is the woman wearing the red hat.

This picture is the bridge with the sky.
And a group of girls taking a picture of something.
Dun know what.
Anyway, i just took the picture.
Then Zhen Zhou say that i am horny cos i took a picture of the group of girls.
That was NOT true at all.
I just wanted the picture.
NOT THE GIRLS!!!

Picture of me and my cousin Yong Fang.
I look a little retarded trying to cover my braces.
..................

No very clear, but nevertheless something.
New character in the picture.
The orange shirt guy is my cousin, Yi Ying.
Zhen zhou is in the middle and Yong Fang at the side.

Me again.
Lying down.

The vending machine that has NOTHING in it.
Everything is sold out.

Saw this signboard.
And the fountain refers to.........

A water cooler.
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA.

After that water cooler, we(me yong fang zhen zhou and zu shuan) ran ahead to the forest walk.
Here is a description of the bridge:
I cannot read it proper, so i upload you all read.

There.
the wonderful description.
So anyway, we started walking on this bridge, and we stopped on the upper walkway.
That time was only a few seconds after we stepped on the bridge.
I took a picture, nevertheless, so this was what i took...

A picture of the walkway haha.
Nothing very special right?
Then we came across this...tree.

Apparently, this tree had thick branches.
So its branches were cut off.
And this was the product.
Why didn't they chop off the whole tree?
It is MUCH more expensive to do that.
Pretty clever right?

Then i was thinking of taking a photo of Zhen Zhou and Yong Fang and Zu shuan.
That Zhen zhou dun wan.
So became me in the picture.
Once again, i look weird.
So after that retarded picture, we walked down to the lower walkway.
I took a picture of the upper walkway from below

That tree blocked the view actually, but it is still something.

Yong fang looking at some greenery.
Took this picture.
Just for your information, Yong Fang is Zhen Zhou's Sister.
The Following pictures are just pics of the bridge.

.........

..................

Haha.
The next one...

Yong fang again with the forest.

then this picture is the Yong Fang Zhen Zhou and Zu Shuan taking the picture.
Dun know what they are looking at.
More likely that they are looking away from the camera.
Then as we walked on, we took more notice of the lamp post.
So i n Yong Fang decieded to take a photo with the lamp post.

This was the first one.
We were actually doing some hand gestures.
Then Zhen zhou snapped the picture as we bursted out laughing.
Looks weird right?
Nvm.
We got it the second time......

but i told Zhen Zhou to take more of the lamp post then me and yong fang.
So here was the third shot.

................ lame gestures haha.

This is REALLY RETARDED.
When i was taking the picture, everyone looked at me as if i was mad.
But nvm.
So long as the ppl who are reading this, you laugh at it, i would be happy.
Not that i want you all to laugh at me, but this is really retarded.
Haha.
Making fun of myself.
When did i learn to do that?
Gee! i can see that i am different from last year.
............

Dun know why i took this picture.
Its just a bird.

Last TWO pictures.
the Alexandra Arch.

Description of the bridge.

final picture.
so sad la.
If go at night can see the LED light.

So this is roughly it.
The pictures0.
Whatever.
Yep thats it.

Looking back at my pas posts, i realised how rough i had been.
I hope that you ppl think that i have changed.
And that when we become SEC 3, the Class TWO-E-ONE will remember me as the happy thomas they know.
That is my next wish for this coming NEW YEAR '09.
Thx for visiting lastly.

2008-08-07T20:46:00.000+08:00

Hello people!!!
I know i a few day did not post.
Lets start with my birthday.

6 August:
Morning wake up.
Of Course i have to remember my birthday.
And i was praying hard that my parents would remember.
But, i had to say "today is my birthday right?" three times before they wished me.
So nvm.
I went to school soon after.
And guess what.
No one wished me too.
That was, until samuel chua came to school.
He was the first to actually wish me in person.
I was very happy actually that someone actually remembered.
"Thx Samuel!!!!"
Then after that was Yan Teik.
He wished me during science lesson.
That was the second person to wish me happy birthday.
He actually wished me on his blog.
That was okay la.
The third was Josiah.
He was sitting beside me that day.
Then he said that he want to bash me up for birthday.........
After that, there was no one who wished me.
After school was when i went home.(obvious)
But before that, b4 i went home, Pesdy and Charmaine wished me happy birthday.
That is after i told them, haha.
Thx to all the people above who wished me happy birthday anyway.
Then there was tution.
There, i said out loud that it was my birhtday, but only two person wished me.
And almost forgot my aunt who gave me the thumbdrive for my birthday.
So all in all, 10 people wished me happy birthday.
It is like the worse ever.

7 August:
ok day la.
Juz that i cried during Mother tongue and no one knew.
Told no one cos i thought it was embarrassing.(now i am telling everyone)
Sigh!
Sometimes i juz dun get it why that Miss Lim Lay Har always likes to scold me.
But you cannot say that Miss Lim is that bad.
Cos, one thing she's good in teaching.
She cares about ppl.
But not everyone is perfect right?
SO here are some bad points.
First, she is a little bit bias sometimes.
Correction, MOST of the time.
Other then that, i dun think i have anymore to say about her.
She is overall 80% ok.
Yep she is.
But she made me cry, and i TOTALLY hate that.
Sigh!!
And i played Maplestory today.
haha.
i hope that computer dun explode.
Cos that will nvm be nice.
Then no more computer to play liao.
That all for today..........

Bye

2008-08-03T11:24:00.002+08:00

HI people!!
Juz something to say to everyone.
I will post on tuesday again(hopefully)
So my post will be short.
Anyway, i have found some of my lost items.
They are my Geo Txtbk and my cap for the no. 3 uniform for band.
Still misssing is the thumbdrive.
Anyone in my class see it pls return it to me.
Or in band?
It is white and blue in colour.
Also, it is a LEXAR MEDIA thumbdrive.
PLs return it if you see it.
thx

2008-07-28T19:16:00.002+08:00

HI! people
I know that my blog is.... well dead for a long time
But i only found time to post today.
So this was my suckish last week for that last week.
After that Science test, i had this music project to prepare cos i am playing the piano.
But that was not the worst thing.
My Geography textbk is offically missing since last week.
And i have NOT A CLUE where the heck the Txtbk is.
Then i have to buy a new one tomorrow.
WHY MUST THIS HAPPEN?
Not the worst thing yet.
This is the worst.
My Thumbdrive is offically missing too.
It was missing for so dam long.
And now i really dun know where is everything.
Then i fell ill.
SOOOOOO GREAT.
So i was sick and i could not find my thumbdrive.
I told my father and my father shouted at me.
After he shouted though, he lend me a thumbdrive that is not actually a thumbdrive.
So the next day, i broke down on the piano.
I missed a note.
The whole song then went horribly wrong.
But in the end , we started over and it turned out fine.

The weekend was so horrible.
I had to miss a CIP that i really really really want to go to.
WHY??????
And there was so much arguement with my dad over the weekend.
He was angry at me for falling ill.
And for losing the thumbdrive.
And for losing the textk.
WHAT?
I mean, other parents would ask their child where they could have left it right?
Or maybe help them find it right?
They will not scold right?
They should know that their child fells very bad liao right?
Ai.
Sometimes i really want to run away.
Or sit down and cry.
I really hate my father.
Hate him to the CORE!!!!!!
What am i to do?

??????????????????????????????

2008-07-22T19:35:00.002+08:00

Hi people.
Haha.
today had this suckish chinese test, which ended up much better then i thought it would be.
First, i had a lot of qns tat i dun know.
Then, last minute thought the answer.
I checked after the test to find that every guess is correct!!!!!
I was so happy lar.
So for around 20 seconds i was screaming for joy!!

OK BYE!!

P.S. tomorrow got a science test?! AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

2008-07-18T19:43:00.002+08:00

Hi people.
Today is that Sports Meet(otherwise known as the Sports Day).
Yes that is it.
So i and Yan Teik gone to the destination of the Sports Meet together.
And as we all wanted to be on time, we gone early.
And we done arrive on time.
But as usual, the sports day was not started on time.
Yes.
Juz like last year.
Then it of course ended late.
Then band started late.
Haha.
Watever.
Nothing interesting today.

Bye!!!

2008-07-15T19:28:00.003+08:00

Hi! People.
So i have around 4hrs and 25 mins more for today.
And i cannot remember if there is any homework today.
But i know for sure that tomorrow's Maths lesson WELL be pretty suckish.
Y?
Tomorrow got maths test.
Like, what the fish?
And i have not got all the fomulas(spelling may be wrong) right.
But the good thing today is that the band prac did not sux that much.
Although it was a little screwed up at the end.
Or nearer the end.
O, yes the last five mins.
LOL!

So.
I AM SO not looking forward to the next suckish day at school.

2008-07-13T19:38:00.002+08:00

Well today is the end of the week again.
And i still have not finish my holiday homework.
Isn't that juz great?
Hahhahahaha.
But that is not the problem.
Anyway, b4 i go into the HUGE problem, i had a pretty great day today =)
first, i had my tuition homework finished yesterday instead of today.
Then the teacher did not scold me just now.
But i have not done the D&T homework.
That is the bad thingy about today.
Yep. i have not finish something that is to be handed in tomorrow.
Which is bad.
But what ever.

Now this HUGE problem is that i have two projects that is to be done and......
OMFG! I HAVE NOT DONE MY LIT HOMEWORK.
Gee. i am in DEEP trouble now.
Whatever. it juz means doing it later.
Then tomorrow got the STUPID enrichment.
and i really dun know what i am going to do.
One thing.
It means a long day tomorrow.

Ok enough of talking.
bye.

2008-07-12T19:58:00.002+08:00

Hi People!
Today is another saturday.
And there is Band Practice today.
I would say that it was one of the best i ever had so far in my Sec 2 life in band.
There was hardly any scolding, Mr chew was only a little unhappy.
And everything else was fine.
Then we played the song CARIOCA(correct spelling right?).
Then there was a solo part that had some dam HIGH notes that almost killed me.
But i tried, and it was a good attempt at least.
Then Piano lesson ..... the teacher gave me The 'My Heart Will Go On' arrangement that is for the flute.
But what ever.

And a little more personal.
I am wishing to watch the movie The Chronicles Of Narnia : Prince Caspian.
But it is not in cinemas liao.
Then i Tried to find on the movie online.
I found it on youtube, then the whole movie was removed becos of some stpid copyright by Walt Disney.
Dun get me wrong, i am not saying that Wlat Disney is wrong at removing the movies, But i was gone too soon.
I only wacth until part 9 of the 13 parts of the movie.
That is the worse thingy. =(
And god knows when i can wacth it again.
Sigh!!!

And i am pretty surprise that my PEPS friends all visited me.
THX A LOT FRIENDS!!!!

2008-07-10T23:14:00.002+08:00

A long day today.

wasted 3 hours in school for enrichment.

Wat ever.

2008-07-05T20:10:00.002+08:00

Hi everyone!
Posting today haha.
So this band practice was ok.
Blahsss
Then got the piano lesson.
And i finally know how to play that Grade 6 song!!!
That song that lixian played haha.
And then my Classmate want me to help he/her with her CCA CIP performance.
I said ok, but i am not really sure if i can help her.
Cos the performance may clash with my band practice/performane.
Anyway, i did tell her that i may not be able to help her, so it was ok.
And as usual, there is homework?
So the weekend homework is:

1. Chinese homework
2. Maths Holiday homwork
3. Maths book 2 homework
4. English compo
5. English Phrase book
6.Science Workbk
7. Science Research
8. Tuition homwork

I think that's it.
So how am i going to finish?
Concentrate haha.

Bye?

2008-07-03T18:59:00.002+08:00

Hi ppl.
Today is an ok day.
It started of with ET( exercise time)
Then all the usual thingys.
So the was the english lesson that i think i sucked at for my "wonderful" presentation.
I was out of phrase.
Then i have to finish the phrase book.
That is left with ten phrases for the book.

Haha.
bye

2008-07-01T22:45:00.003+08:00

So it is a tuesday again.
Yep today is CCA day.
Other then CCA, the was just a normal school day.
I am just glad that i have finally finish most of my homework.
The only outstanding left is the maths holiday homework.
And i will hand that up tomorrow.

Anyway, ripped this from primary school friend blog:

[#01]How are you feeling today?
Great! just enjoying life?
[#02]Will you get far in life?
maybe? if i work hard
[#03]How do your friends see you?
My friends are helpful? zZzz.........
[#04]Will you get married?
To young to think about it =) !
[#05]What is your best friend's theme song?
Dun noe.......
[#06]What is the love story of your life?
................ dun have a answer
[#07]What was high school like?
I not high school yet.
[#08]What's in store for this weekend?
Band and tuition and piano and mmany more!!
[#09]How's your life going?
Quite bored during de holidays..dunno wat will life be in school tomorrow.....
[#10]How can you get ahead in life?
I dun know..
[#11]What's the best thing about your friends?
They are my FRIENDS.....
[#12]What song will they play at your funeral?
Will they attend my funeral anyway?
[#13]How does the world see you?
Use their eyes lar!
[#14]Do people secretly lust after you?
lust? dun understand
[#15]How can you make yourself happy?
blog......
[#16]What should you do with your life?
dun know.......................dots....................
[#17]Will you ever have children?
married then say lar
[#18]What song will you strip to?
i dun know lots of songs. so i no answer this qn
[#19]What does your mummy think of you?
Dun know
[#20]What is your deep dark secret?
Stupid to create this qn.( my friend's answer, and i agree to it)
[#21]What is your mortal enemy's theme song?
i dun think i have mortal enemy. At least i hope not
[#22]What's your personality like?
.......................dots......................................
[#23]What song will be played at your wedding?
Wait for the wedding first
(From here is my qn but still a quiz, right?)
[#24]What do you like doing best?
Going to band prac.
[#25]What would you want most?
My Freedom?
[#26]Do you miss your primary school?
(Ha. to think that i thought of that)
Yes.
[#27]What is your hobby?
nthg in my hobby list.
[#28]What do you want to be in future?
A band master maybe? But i would be a student condustor first
[#29]How many movies you have watched?
dun know 30? 40? 50?
[#30]Do you hate school?
No not really.

haha. end of quiz.
The first Quiz of this blog.
Lame!!!
whatever.
Special thx to that friend an good night to all.

2008-06-29T23:03:00.001+08:00

Today is a Sunday, but it does not feel like a Sunday.
Sundays are meant to be joyful, not when it is a day when everything goes wrong.
So my SUCKISH Sunday went like this.

In the morning I did my Maths homework.
Then like I dun know how to do some of it.
Afternoon my parents came home from golfing (whatever?)
So they wanted to check my tuition homework.
And to tell you all the truth, I did not complete my tuition homework.
So mum nagged and nagged and nagged and nagged and nagged and nagged and nagged and nagged and nagged until it was time to go for dinner then I had to come back for the tuition.
The teacher is Miss Fiona.
She is a good teacher.
I tried to do her homework, then she mark.
Those I dun know she explain.
But this few lessons, she did not do that.
I dun know what is wrong with her.
She just say that I am difficult to teach.
At that time I felt like a total idiot and a fool.
Yes.
She like totally insulted me.
I almost cried.
I really want to cry at that time.
Just cry in front of her.
Nowadays, I really feel so useless.
Like I am so stupid.
And that my parents hate me so much that they dun want me.
Everything in my life is so wrong.
And what is worse, I dun know what is wrong sometimes.
Maybe most of the time.
Like I said, I really want to turn back time.
Go back into the past, and undo those I done wrong.
But that is juz so impossible.

I dun know about my life nowadays lar.
Now I am only thinking of my Sec 3 subject combination.
I hope I get what I want.
Really.

……….

2008-06-28T19:39:00.004+08:00

Hi ppl!!!
Ha! Rare opporunity( is my spelling correct?) to post.
I am at my Ah Ma house now.
anyway, today is saturaday.
So there is CCA for the performing arts like band and chinese orchestra.
So this is how other band prac went.

7.36a.m.
I reached school?
That is about 10 mins earlier then reporting time.
Well? better be early then late.

8.01a.m.
So we went for sectionals.

Then dun know what time a.m.
So it was the sec 1 band with some seniors.

Then after that was full band for seniors.
Something happened though.
But i am not going to say.

But it was a bad band prac.
And i am hoping that it is ok on tuesday.

Then in the afternoon, i had my piano lesson.
It was a fun piano lesson.
Me and my teacher talked about the performance at the end of the year.
But never mind.
I have some BREAKING NEWS!!!

North pole may be ice free this summer!!!(Click this line)
Yes! That is the very first time this is happening.
This shows people all around the world how much global warming is affecting the South and North pole.
So people, lets all remember that we have to save electricity.
And save EARTH!!!!
Cause if we dun, we are the ones that WILL suffer in the future.
So i do hope that this article helps all the people who read my blog understand that global warming is a serious problem around the whole world.

Thats all for today.
So this is thomas here, and bye!!

And i juz read a few people's blog. One of them is Yan Teik.
I juz want to comment on it.
So Yan teik, if you are reading this, i am not insulting you.
I feel the same way as you do.
After the school reopen, i realise that time really flies.
And i do regret not studying hard for my first two terms.
I really want to reverse time now.
I want to go bad to the past to redo everything i have done wrong.
But everyone alive know that going back in time is still impossible at this point of time.
So, the only thing i am many others can do now is to overwrite the things we have done wrong by doing much better in this two last terms.
I know that i nid to study.

SIGH!!!!!!!

2008-06-27T19:46:00.001+08:00

Hi people!!!
I just have the time to say a few things

To Samurai Girl: Well? I found it from angeline. haha

To Sally: Just read this blog =)

Ok. Thats all.

And nthg else.

2008-06-26T19:43:00.002+08:00

Sigh!
All i have to say is that i have to finish all my holiday homework tomorrow

So bye!
I have to do work!!!

DAM!!!!!!DAM!!!!DDDAAAAAMMMMM IIIIIIIIITTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!

2008-06-20T22:45:00.002+08:00

What a day at band.
At least it was better than any other band practices.
Anyway, let's not talk about band ok?

We talk about homework.
Ha. i am done with the reading of the book.
And i plan to offically finish all my school homework by tomorrow.
Yep, by hook or by crook, tomorrow.
I am left with 4 enteries and 1 book review and 120 phrases from a english book.
Sounds simple enough right?
Well i hope it is.
I dun want to be doing my school homework on sunday.
Now, what else can we talk about.
Yes.
Yesterday WAS SUCKISH!!!
I wasted the whole day doing almost NOTHING at all.
Although i did my corrections for tuition and finsih the reading of the chinese book, i did nothing else!
And talking about the chinese book.
It wasn't that bad after all.
It was a pretty interesting book actually.
As it turned out, it was not so hard to read after all.
And i do have a good idea of what to write for the review.
sigh!
Sometimes i dun know what is going on in life.
But i know that one day, i have to go out and work and earn money so that i could fill up my stomach.
But that is still a long way.
And i have more things to worry about.
School is reopening on monday.
And i have to pack my things.
Then i have to check out the new timetable.
So many things to do.
You think i have a busy life?
Not really......................

Ok
That all for today.
Yep i dun really have anything to say liao lor.
So it is a good nights rest and to another wonderful band practice tomorrow!!!!! =)

Notice: as school reopens, this blog might go dead, although i will try to keep it alive as long as i could.

2008-06-15T15:53:00.002+08:00

Hi ppl!
Well i had a suckish week this week.
And what do you know, it is the end of it already.
And what is worst, i have not finish my school homework.

This is what i am left with:
One maths revision paper(a.k.a Term 2 revision paper)
The english phrase book that i dun know how to do
The chinese book thingy that i have to finish reading
4 chinese compo to finish
1 book report that is linked to the chinese book thingy.

So thats it.
And to all fathers in the world who actually read this, i hope that you all have........................

A HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!

2008-06-02T07:59:00.008+08:00

Hi ppl!
Posting time for me.
Well, the Sec 2 camp was juz over you know?
So, here is a little report from me on the first day.

Day 1:
Day 1 of camp was pretty tough. We had to reach school at 7.30 a.m. (altough it is 15 mins later then usual, it is still tough). And then, there was the attendence taking and giving out of the camp-tee. everyone thought that we can wear it immediately. But we were told that we cannot wear the thing until the camp fire. That is 2 days away. but anyway i dun care. i didn't even want to come.

Reached camp after an hour of walking with my legs aching like hell? So we had to sit down at this Fire Access Area(FAA) and wait for further instructions. And the ground that we sit on. It was so wet that i had to wet my pant. HAHA! That was interesting. So, after we had settled into camp, and had all our things placed in the Doms, we had some icebreaking games. Those games weren't icebreaking games actually. Why? simple. We were "playing" and helping each other in the game. So in the end, no one gain anything. We also did a flag for the group.That looked ugly.

After that, at around 11.30a.m. we had our lunch. And it was like fried chicken with pineapple and rice only. And the chicken was so hard that we could not really bite it. But, That's That, right? so i still ate it somehow.

At least the afternoon was not so suckish. I didn't think that Dragon Boating is so fun. But we got very wet.

Then dinner was about the same thing.

Last one to enter the dom. Then end up have to sleep on the floor. Ok la. I mean, everyone is sleeping on the floor. The difference is juz that they are sleeping on wooden floor and i am sleeping on the so called walkway of the dom. That was about it for the boring first day of the sec 2 camp. =)

Day 2:
So it was waking up and the normal everyday toliet thing. Then ................ erm ............. i type it when i remember.

will apparently, i can not remember the things yet. i will though soon.

Anyway, i am not planning to remember it. =.=

so thats it for the sec2 camp haha.

BORING!